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when sally rooney said “I think we’re at that weird age where life can change a lot from small decisions.” and “now I can never go back there again. I mean, those friendships are gone. Rob is gone, I can never see him again. I can never get that life back.” when lorde said “Couldn't wait to turn fifteen, Then you blink and it's been ten years” and “It drives you crazy getting old” when taylor swift said “Nothing's ever left you scarred, and even though you want to just try to never grow up” and “How can a person know everything at 18 but nothing at 22?” and when phoebe bridgers said “And when I grow up, I'm gonna look up from my phone and see my life” and when mitski said “And I was so young when I behaved twenty five yet now I find I've grown into a tall child” and when-

thinking about Kait Rokowski writing, "nothing ever ends poetically, it ends and we turn it into poetry. all that blood was never once beautiful. it was just red." and losing it

This scene reminds me so much of Harry and Louis coming home drunk in Young and Beautiful i-