Theo

As a queer person, I absolutely adore Heartstopper with all my heart and soul. As a disabled queer person, I especially adore Elle’s friend from art school, Felix.

I wish we had a Heartstopper for us disabled / chronically ill queer people. Like. A cute romcom about a group of disabled queers navigating life and love.

Like; a young visually impaired lesbian falling in love with a nonbinary wheelchair user. A cane user queer trans man falling in love with an autistic gay guy. A DISABLED PLOYCULE‼️

And when she looked back at him, he always smiled. He was always happy to see her, no matter the circumstances.

However... Something shifted in the past few days. Whenever he looked at El, she was already looking at him. Is it possible that her stare got more intense as they grew up? No, that's not right—she's not staring the way she used to, like a kid that has never been told it's rude to stare. Her eyes are softer now; sadder, maybe. If Dustin didn't know better, he'd say she's... Wistful. But he couldn't tell why she'd look at him like that.

It was puzzling, for sure. And now Dustin didn't know what to do. If he smiled at her when their eyes met, she would look away. Sometimes he'd catch her staring and wave at her, and she would just leave and go do something else. Should he just stop looking?

But Dustin looking at El wasn't the problem, was it? She'd get like that when they talked, too. Sometimes they would be chatting, and she would ask him something, he would answer it and then she'd stare at him in that way again. And when they were together like that, the weight of it would hit that much harder. Specially because El is too honest, at times, so she'd say something... Nice, about Dustin. Really nice. To the point where he'd feel his breath catch, or his face warm up, or his stomach swoop. And then Dustin would be the one to look away, because what the hell is he supposed to do with that? Those feelings are definitely dangerous. And, and, unrequited. El probably doesn't even mean anything by it! She's probably thinking about something else and her eyes just happen to land on Dustin every time. She's probably asking him questions about himself to contrast them to something (someone) else! She can be nice about him, she's probably nice about all her friends!

Dustin is not special. This isn't about him.

"I just feel whole. Like a piece of me was missing, and now it's not."

how are you? has anything nice happened to you recently? or anything that I wouldn’t think to ask about? ik this is a lotta questions, lol, i just like hearing about your day & chatting :D also whenever i send u asks, i always wonder about the “but did you die?” bit - where’s that from?

awhh tyy!! booping you back <33

i’m doing good!! currently i am (a) rembering that i forgot to post my fic (b) starting a new fic (c) finishing starting my jenkins rp blog and!! finish Becoming Toffe :33

also!! relistening to the last of the bugs this album audibfhdjdhsbbHEHDHDH anyways!! nothing else has really happened minus me questioning some very illogical about Lego Ninjago LMAOOO 😭

it's always good to question stuff :D when i was younger i used to ask my parents if the dinosaurs were allowed in the garden of eden or not, haha.

Don’t get your knickers in a twist, I’m just a kid.

;Canon-divergent roleplay blog for Jenkins from Morimens. (Only because I wanted to, Jenkins is NOT their cannon age. Jenkins is 20.) Written by Puppeteer(Sean).

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Lore for Jenkins.

Jenkins was born January 1st, 1991. (According to Puppeteer, because god forbid anyone had a real date of birth.)

Jenkins lived with their mother, father, and sister until their father died sometimes between the ages of five(5) and seven(7). Later, their mother became a gambling addict, and forced Jenkins’ sister, Mason, to take up a job at a local hostel to make do with rent and food. When the bills became too much, Jenkins’ mother left, leaving Mason and Jenkins homeless. Jenkins began stealing to make do and keep them and their sister alive. Soon though, Mason went missing at their place of work, leaving Jenkins to fend for themselves.

Jenkins set out to find Mason, traveling all of Londoninium and back to find their sister, much to no avail. Eventually, after teaming with the Keeper and Ramona, Jenkins found Mason and was returned to the living world as a newly birthed Awakaner from the Ultra Realm.

After being reunited with their sister, Jenkins and 24 (previously known as Mason) were placed in the dormitories at University, until further notice. They currently travel the world and study as Awakeners together at the University, occasionally going to help Keeper and Ramona on dispatches.