Day 1 of Radioapple week on X and Bluesky: Ragebaiting

I was wondering if I could repost it on other apps

I'll properly credit you in the description and even share a link to your Tumblr and blue sky account.

May I??

❤️❤️ Thank you so much for 2500+ followers here. I've said this before, and I'll keep saying it: I couldn't have come this far without you ❤️❤️ Thank you for leaving all the kind comments and for interacting with me, it really makes me very happy!! I know I rarely rarely draw radioapple doing coupley stuff, so here you go!

I went to the ER last week because I was hurting like hell, and it turned out to be gallstones. I am glad that it wasn't something more serious, but having this condition still frustrates me a lot. It is caused by a combination of being female, having a family history of this condition, lots of stress, and not developing healthy eating habits.

It's not like I eat fatty, greasy food and lots of sugar every day. It is very often that I completely forget to eat and miss the normal eating hours. Then I would just eat bread, Greek yogurt, and protein bars to keep me going. This turned out to be unhealthy (of course), because a very low intake of fat combined with a high intake of protein and carbs is the cause of developing gallstones. I do enjoy eating tho, and I actually look forward to treating myself to the food I want if I have the time and money. But now having gallstones, this is nearly impossible because I can only eat a very limited range of foods without causing pain to my body.

This is where I began to feel frustrated. If I were to develop gallstones because I had been eating all the "unhealthy" things I want, unlimited, then I won't complain much. But it happens to be the opposite: I had been restraining myself from eating the high-fat greasy food and whatnot, and I kept thinking I could eat them when the time comes, and yet...now I couldn't even if I wanted to. I am suddenly very lost. What am I even looking forward to in life now? I guess I need to find a new motivation lol (rip fried chicken, I will see you in my dreams 🍗) Although the actual cause of the frustration might be my complete cut of caffeine and sugar from my diet since last week, especially the refined carbs. I have been very easily irritated the past week, and it just occurred to me yesterday that the withdrawal symptoms might be the cause. My body will adjust as time goes by, and I'll have to be patient.

Sweaters! I love putting them in new clothes ❤️ Individual portraits under the cut💕

some of my quick(??) warm-up/study doodles I did recently, all with references and no original poses