Moonlight Madness

ig: herdrafts

Industrial Scandinavian apartment

Me *without thinking* : BITCH I write some.

Me :

Friend : Can I read yours?

Me :

Friend :

You forget about the past and can’t even think about the future. Time stands still, and the only thing that matters is that exact moment that you’re experiencing right now.⁣

Sometimes this is a book. Sometimes it’s having your morning coffee by yourself.

There are times when this means cuddling with someone you love, enjoying the moment, afraid to even take a deep breath cause you don’t wanna ruin it.⁣

And sometimes, when you’ve been going through a lot, you don’t have anyone to cuddle with, had enough of the busy rushing days and constant worrying about tomorrow, ⁣

that moment that it timeless, is a sunset over the river. And while the sun is slowly crawling under the water, getting ready for a beauty sleep and starting over everything the day after, you feel lighter.

Because He’s been doing it for thousands of years, and still does it so effortlessly every damn day, with peace, power and strength. And in that moment, He’s giving all that to you. You breathe it all in.⁣ Slowly, the moment is gone. It felt like an eternity to get here, but in a few seconds it’s over and it’s dark again. You feel time passing by again. The clock is ticking. But you’re not worrying anymore. After all, you just shared a few moments with the Sun himself and he gave such power to you till the next time you need him.

Too busy to have a coffee with you.

Too busy to cook.

Too busy to go to a yoga class.

Too busy to stop for a moment and just chill.

Whenever someone asks me, “what’s up”, I without thinking reply, “not much, busy all the time”. And it does make me think that I’m so full of duties that I can’t stop and stare for a moment without worrying about getting late or running out of time.