I️ don’t even know where to start. I️ feel so overwhelmed. I’ve been overthinking so much for just about everything and it’s stressing me out. School is stressing me out on top of that. Work. Everything. I️ just feel like a failure too and it’s shitty. I️ want to come out to my family but I️ feel like it’s gonna start shit. Or maybe it won’t who knows. I️ feel like I️ don’t want to be here. Not like dead or anything but I️ just don’t want to be here. I️ feel so exhausted, mentally and physically. I️ don’t feel healthy, I️ feel like I️m in a slump. I️m constantly second guessing myself.

I️ keep thinking about how people treat me or how they talk to me. I️ don’t like it. I️ feel like I️ don’t get treated the way I️ deserve. I️ feel like I️m too nice, I️ get walked on, taken advantage of. I️m just tired of it, tired of it all. The only time I️ ever say anything is when someone takes something too far or if a situation is really bad. When I️ should say something early on and not let things get so bad. Damn I️ dont even know.