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  ❝ I keep waking up expecting BLOOD on my hands. ❞

       my blog here is nearly THREE YEARS OLD. can you believe that?? i don’t think i’ve ever kept a blog and a muse longer than a few months but raleigh here is something special. he’d come to me on a whim when a blog of mine before wasn’t giving me much happiness and something great came of it. there’s a lot of history on this blog. friends made and lost. amazing people met. there’s a lot of good that comes from this blog, fond memories that i would never want to forget. but there’s a lot of bad memories too. manipulation and harassment and everything in between. i absolutely love what raleigh has grown into over the years. he’s something special and a muse i don’t think i’ll ever be able to let go, and i don’t want to.

       that being said his muse has gone stagnant for me as of late. dealing with other blogs and new people it’s hard finding the courage or want to be on this particular blog with so many negative feelings associated with it sometimes. it’s hard to keep it up when i just want a fresh start for him and his character. 

       so that is what i’m going to do. raleigh isn’t going to be another dead blog because i won’t let him be. he’s too special and has made me too many awesome friends. so i’m going to start anew with him. i’m transferring him to a brand new blog with new tags and graphics and all that good stuff just to wake him up and get excited to write him again. he’s keeping the same url and i’m just going to archive this blog so anyone, including myself, can come back and check out the great threads that were had. 

       it’s going to be a fresh start but for anyone who has a verse with me or threads we can always keep them, we’ll just have to discuss that on the new blog. cheers everyone and i hope to see you over on raleigh’s new blog!!!!!!

       my blog here is nearly THREE YEARS OLD. can you believe that?? i don’t think i’ve ever kept a blog and a muse longer than a few months but raleigh here is something special. he’d come to me on a whim when a blog of mine before wasn’t giving me much happiness and something great came of it. there’s a lot of history on this blog. friends made and lost. amazing people met. there’s a lot of good that comes from this blog, fond memories that i would never want to forget. but there’s a lot of bad memories too. manipulation and harassment and everything in between. i absolutely love what raleigh has grown into over the years. he’s something special and a muse i don’t think i’ll ever be able to let go, and i don’t want to.

       that being said his muse has gone stagnant for me as of late. dealing with other blogs and new people it’s hard finding the courage or want to be on this particular blog with so many negative feelings associated with it sometimes. it’s hard to keep it up when i just want a fresh start for him and his character. 

       so that is what i’m going to do. raleigh isn’t going to be another dead blog because i won’t let him be. he’s too special and has made me too many awesome friends. so i’m going to start anew with him. i’m transferring him to a brand new blog with new tags and graphics and all that good stuff just to wake him up and get excited to write him again. he’s keeping the same url and i’m just going to archive this blog so anyone, including myself, can come back and check out the great threads that were had. 

       it’s going to be a fresh start but for anyone who has a verse with me or threads we can always keep them, we’ll just have to discuss that on the new blog. cheers everyone and i hope to see you over on raleigh’s new blog!!!!!!

       my blog here is nearly THREE YEARS OLD. can you believe that?? i don’t think i’ve ever kept a blog and a muse longer than a few months but raleigh here is something special. he’d come to me on a whim when a blog of mine before wasn’t giving me much happiness and something great came of it. there’s a lot of history on this blog. friends made and lost. amazing people met. there’s a lot of good that comes from this blog, fond memories that i would never want to forget. but there’s a lot of bad memories too. manipulation and harassment and everything in between. i absolutely love what raleigh has grown into over the years. he’s something special and a muse i don’t think i’ll ever be able to let go, and i don’t want to.

       that being said his muse has gone stagnant for me as of late. dealing with other blogs and new people it’s hard finding the courage or want to be on this particular blog with so many negative feelings associated with it sometimes. it’s hard to keep it up when i just want a fresh start for him and his character. 

       so that is what i’m going to do. raleigh isn’t going to be another dead blog because i won’t let him be. he’s too special and has made me too many awesome friends. so i’m going to start anew with him. i’m transferring him to a brand new blog with new tags and graphics and all that good stuff just to wake him up and get excited to write him again. he’s keeping the same url and i’m just going to archive this blog so anyone, including myself, can come back and check out the great threads that were had. 

       it’s going to be a fresh start but for anyone who has a verse with me or threads we can always keep them, we’ll just have to discuss that on the new blog. cheers everyone and i hope to see you over on raleigh’s new blog!!!!!!

       my blog here is nearly THREE YEARS OLD. can you believe that?? i don’t think i’ve ever kept a blog and a muse longer than a few months but raleigh here is something special. he’d come to me on a whim when a blog of mine before wasn’t giving me much happiness and something great came of it. there’s a lot of history on this blog. friends made and lost. amazing people met. there’s a lot of good that comes from this blog, fond memories that i would never want to forget. but there’s a lot of bad memories too. manipulation and harassment and everything in between. i absolutely love what raleigh has grown into over the years. he’s something special and a muse i don’t think i’ll ever be able to let go, and i don’t want to.

       that being said his muse has gone stagnant for me as of late. dealing with other blogs and new people it’s hard finding the courage or want to be on this particular blog with so many negative feelings associated with it sometimes. it’s hard to keep it up when i just want a fresh start for him and his character. 

       so that is what i’m going to do. raleigh isn’t going to be another dead blog because i won’t let him be. he’s too special and has made me too many awesome friends. so i’m going to start anew with him. i’m transferring him to a brand new blog with new tags and graphics and all that good stuff just to wake him up and get excited to write him again. he’s keeping the same url and i’m just going to archive this blog so anyone, including myself, can come back and check out the great threads that were had. 

       it’s going to be a fresh start but for anyone who has a verse with me or threads we can always keep them, we’ll just have to discuss that on the new blog. cheers everyone and i hope to see you over on raleigh’s new blog!!!!!!

       my blog here is nearly THREE YEARS OLD. can you believe that?? i don’t think i’ve ever kept a blog and a muse longer than a few months but raleigh here is something special. he’d come to me on a whim when a blog of mine before wasn’t giving me much happiness and something great came of it. there’s a lot of history on this blog. friends made and lost. amazing people met. there’s a lot of good that comes from this blog, fond memories that i would never want to forget. but there’s a lot of bad memories too. manipulation and harassment and everything in between. i absolutely love what raleigh has grown into over the years. he’s something special and a muse i don’t think i’ll ever be able to let go, and i don’t want to.

       that being said his muse has gone stagnant for me as of late. dealing with other blogs and new people it’s hard finding the courage or want to be on this particular blog with so many negative feelings associated with it sometimes. it’s hard to keep it up when i just want a fresh start for him and his character. 

       so that is what i’m going to do. raleigh isn’t going to be another dead blog because i won’t let him be. he’s too special and has made me too many awesome friends. so i’m going to start anew with him. i’m transferring him to a brand new blog with new tags and graphics and all that good stuff just to wake him up and get excited to write him again. he’s keeping the same url and i’m just going to archive this blog so anyone, including myself, can come back and check out the great threads that were had. 

       it’s going to be a fresh start but for anyone who has a verse with me or threads we can always keep them, we’ll just have to discuss that on the new blog. cheers everyone and i hope to see you over on raleigh’s new blog!!!!!!

       my blog here is nearly THREE YEARS OLD. can you believe that?? i don’t think i’ve ever kept a blog and a muse longer than a few months but raleigh here is something special. he’d come to me on a whim when a blog of mine before wasn’t giving me much happiness and something great came of it. there’s a lot of history on this blog. friends made and lost. amazing people met. there’s a lot of good that comes from this blog, fond memories that i would never want to forget. but there’s a lot of bad memories too. manipulation and harassment and everything in between. i absolutely love what raleigh has grown into over the years. he’s something special and a muse i don’t think i’ll ever be able to let go, and i don’t want to.

       that being said his muse has gone stagnant for me as of late. dealing with other blogs and new people it’s hard finding the courage or want to be on this particular blog with so many negative feelings associated with it sometimes. it’s hard to keep it up when i just want a fresh start for him and his character. 

       so that is what i’m going to do. raleigh isn’t going to be another dead blog because i won’t let him be. he’s too special and has made me too many awesome friends. so i’m going to start anew with him. i’m transferring him to a brand new blog with new tags and graphics and all that good stuff just to wake him up and get excited to write him again. he’s keeping the same url and i’m just going to archive this blog so anyone, including myself, can come back and check out the great threads that were had. 

       it’s going to be a fresh start but for anyone who has a verse with me or threads we can always keep them, we’ll just have to discuss that on the new blog. cheers everyone and i hope to see you over on raleigh’s new blog!!!!!!

       my blog here is nearly THREE YEARS OLD. can you believe that?? i don’t think i’ve ever kept a blog and a muse longer than a few months but raleigh here is something special. he’d come to me on a whim when a blog of mine before wasn’t giving me much happiness and something great came of it. there’s a lot of history on this blog. friends made and lost. amazing people met. there’s a lot of good that comes from this blog, fond memories that i would never want to forget. but there’s a lot of bad memories too. manipulation and harassment and everything in between. i absolutely love what raleigh has grown into over the years. he’s something special and a muse i don’t think i’ll ever be able to let go, and i don’t want to.

       that being said his muse has gone stagnant for me as of late. dealing with other blogs and new people it’s hard finding the courage or want to be on this particular blog with so many negative feelings associated with it sometimes. it’s hard to keep it up when i just want a fresh start for him and his character. 

       so that is what i’m going to do. raleigh isn’t going to be another dead blog because i won’t let him be. he’s too special and has made me too many awesome friends. so i’m going to start anew with him. i’m transferring him to a brand new blog with new tags and graphics and all that good stuff just to wake him up and get excited to write him again. he’s keeping the same url and i’m just going to archive this blog so anyone, including myself, can come back and check out the great threads that were had. 

       it’s going to be a fresh start but for anyone who has a verse with me or threads we can always keep them, we’ll just have to discuss that on the new blog. cheers everyone and i hope to see you over on raleigh’s new blog!!!!!!

       my blog here is nearly THREE YEARS OLD. can you believe that?? i don’t think i’ve ever kept a blog and a muse longer than a few months but raleigh here is something special. he’d come to me on a whim when a blog of mine before wasn’t giving me much happiness and something great came of it. there’s a lot of history on this blog. friends made and lost. amazing people met. there’s a lot of good that comes from this blog, fond memories that i would never want to forget. but there’s a lot of bad memories too. manipulation and harassment and everything in between. i absolutely love what raleigh has grown into over the years. he’s something special and a muse i don’t think i’ll ever be able to let go, and i don’t want to.

       that being said his muse has gone stagnant for me as of late. dealing with other blogs and new people it’s hard finding the courage or want to be on this particular blog with so many negative feelings associated with it sometimes. it’s hard to keep it up when i just want a fresh start for him and his character. 

       so that is what i’m going to do. raleigh isn’t going to be another dead blog because i won’t let him be. he’s too special and has made me too many awesome friends. so i’m going to start anew with him. i’m transferring him to a brand new blog with new tags and graphics and all that good stuff just to wake him up and get excited to write him again. he’s keeping the same url and i’m just going to archive this blog so anyone, including myself, can come back and check out the great threads that were had. 

       it’s going to be a fresh start but for anyone who has a verse with me or threads we can always keep them, we’ll just have to discuss that on the new blog. cheers everyone and i hope to see you over on raleigh’s new blog!!!!!!

       my blog here is nearly THREE YEARS OLD. can you believe that?? i don’t think i’ve ever kept a blog and a muse longer than a few months but raleigh here is something special. he’d come to me on a whim when a blog of mine before wasn’t giving me much happiness and something great came of it. there’s a lot of history on this blog. friends made and lost. amazing people met. there’s a lot of good that comes from this blog, fond memories that i would never want to forget. but there’s a lot of bad memories too. manipulation and harassment and everything in between. i absolutely love what raleigh has grown into over the years. he’s something special and a muse i don’t think i’ll ever be able to let go, and i don’t want to.

       that being said his muse has gone stagnant for me as of late. dealing with other blogs and new people it’s hard finding the courage or want to be on this particular blog with so many negative feelings associated with it sometimes. it’s hard to keep it up when i just want a fresh start for him and his character. 

       so that is what i’m going to do. raleigh isn’t going to be another dead blog because i won’t let him be. he’s too special and has made me too many awesome friends. so i’m going to start anew with him. i’m transferring him to a brand new blog with new tags and graphics and all that good stuff just to wake him up and get excited to write him again. he’s keeping the same url and i’m just going to archive this blog so anyone, including myself, can come back and check out the great threads that were had. 

       it’s going to be a fresh start but for anyone who has a verse with me or threads we can always keep them, we’ll just have to discuss that on the new blog. cheers everyone and i hope to see you over on raleigh’s new blog!!!!!!

       my blog here is nearly THREE YEARS OLD. can you believe that?? i don’t think i’ve ever kept a blog and a muse longer than a few months but raleigh here is something special. he’d come to me on a whim when a blog of mine before wasn’t giving me much happiness and something great came of it. there’s a lot of history on this blog. friends made and lost. amazing people met. there’s a lot of good that comes from this blog, fond memories that i would never want to forget. but there’s a lot of bad memories too. manipulation and harassment and everything in between. i absolutely love what raleigh has grown into over the years. he’s something special and a muse i don’t think i’ll ever be able to let go, and i don’t want to.

       that being said his muse has gone stagnant for me as of late. dealing with other blogs and new people it’s hard finding the courage or want to be on this particular blog with so many negative feelings associated with it sometimes. it’s hard to keep it up when i just want a fresh start for him and his character. 

       so that is what i’m going to do. raleigh isn’t going to be another dead blog because i won’t let him be. he’s too special and has made me too many awesome friends. so i’m going to start anew with him. i’m transferring him to a brand new blog with new tags and graphics and all that good stuff just to wake him up and get excited to write him again. he’s keeping the same url and i’m just going to archive this blog so anyone, including myself, can come back and check out the great threads that were had. 

       it’s going to be a fresh start but for anyone who has a verse with me or threads we can always keep them, we’ll just have to discuss that on the new blog. cheers everyone and i hope to see you over on raleigh’s new blog!!!!!!

               Man or wolf, he is still pupper. Massive as he is, she can curl up into a ball (rather catlike) and balance comfortably on his torso with only her toes leaning off the side of him. She may or may not be asleep; she may simply be daydreaming.