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@wolfensongs
{ Don’t L o o k at me,
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{Vicarously I LIVE while the whole world Dies}

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The Company of Wolves (1984) dir. Neil Jordan
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— the invisible man (2020) ; sentence starters.
❛ __, i'm sorry. i can't take you with me. ❜
❛ __, where are you? ❜
❛ __, what is going on? are you okay? ❜
❛ open the fucking door, __! open the door! ❜
❛ you can't do this! get back here! ❜
❛ how long have you been up? ❜
❛ now, you know if you close your eyes and you lie down, that usually helps. ❜
❛ don't think being tired gets you out of our little deal now. ❜
❛ he's not out there. i promise. ❜
❛ i'm sorry, i just... i'm not ready yet. ❜
❛ i can't work this goddamn thing. ❜
❛ do i know you? do i owe you money? ❜
❛ what are you doing here, __? ❜
❛ well, it's nice to see you too, __. ❜
❛ this is not fair. ❜
❛ i asked you not to come over. ❜
❛ okay, i have a plan, and i just... i need you to go along with it and just not be in control for one second. ❜
❛ i'm not trying to control you, boo. ❜
❛ i'm desperately trying to tell you that you don't need to cut me off anymore. ❜
❛ what did he do to you? can you talk to me? ❜
❛ it just doesn't make any sense. ❜
❛ you're here with us now. and you're safe. ❜
❛ i'm not telling you to aim low. i'm just saying, explore more than one option, okay? ❜
❛ i think it's important to have goals, __. ❜
❛ no one knows i'm here. ❜
❛ no, no. sorry. you're not allowed to do that. ❜
❛ i'm just trying to do my job. ❜
❛ if there was a chance of physically being close to him, we would not be here for any amount of money. ❜
❛ i know i didn't hear you just say that. ❜
❛ come on, are you sure you can do that? ❜
❛ i'm an innocent man trying to do right. ❜
❛ you think we can salvage it? ❜
❛ __ will haunt you if you let him. don't let him. ❜
❛ that was the best time of my life, for sure. ❜
❛ let me see some of your work. ❜
❛ tell him to stop what he's doing. ❜
❛ he's not dead, __. ❜
❛ something tells me you know exactly what i'm talking about. ❜
❛ he came up with the perfect way to torture you even in death. ❜
❛ i was relieved... when i heard that he was dead. ❜
❛ listen to me. don't let him win by bringing him back to life. ❜
❛ __, i need to talk to you. ❜
❛ well, at least we have clarity. now i know what you really think of me. ❜
❛ thank you so much for carving out the time to let me know how—quote, unquote—"suffocating" i am to you. ❜
❛ not that i should have to say this, but i never expected any of that money. ❜
❛ __, i-i don't... i don't know what you're talking about. ❜
❛ if that's how you feel about me, don't ask me to bail you out of your personal life anymore. ❜
❛ if you're too stupid to know who the good guys are and too weak to get away from the bad ones, don't sob to me for charity. ❜
❛ someone is doing this to me. ❜
❛ you are suffocating to me. ❜
❛ i don't want to see you anymore. i don't want to know you anymore. ❜
❛ sometimes i wish you had died instead. ❜
❛ __, i would never. i'm sorry. ❜
❛ you need to calm down. ❜
❛ you don't need to be here right now. ❜
❛ where are you? come on out. ❜
❛ so, why me, __? you could have any woman you wanted. ❜
❛ that's what money and power buy you. people. ❜
❛ can't you just forget i ever existed? ❜
❛ there's nothing left for you to take. you've already taken it all. ❜
❛ do you think you could wait for me? ❜
❛ i don't think i have much time left. ❜
❛ thank you for being here. i love you. ❜
❛ you're like a cop, __, and you have this brute-force strength that is so, so comforting when i'm in trouble, and it is really intimidating when i'm not. ❜
❛ i need that strength in my life right now. ❜
❛ and i need you to believe what i'm about to tell you. ❜
❛ i found something that can prove what i'm experiencing. ❜
❛ you have to listen to me! ❜
❛ i have something that will prove he's alive. ❜
❛ tell me you don't think i did this. tell me you know that. ❜
❛ i shouldn't have walked out on you and left you alone. i failed you. ❜
❛ no, that can't be right. that... that's not true. ❜
❛ it's upsetting to see you in this condition. ❜
❛ i used to feel sorry for you. ❜
❛ but now... i can see you for what you really are. ❜
❛ you're just the jellyfish version of him. everything but the spine. ❜
❛ or there's one option, where this all goes away... ❜
❛ you should have known he'd find out. you knew him as well as i did. ❜
❛ he was always going to find you no matter what he had to do. ❜
❛ he needs you, because you don't need him. no one's ever left him. ❜
❛ it's time to stop playing games. ❜
❛ __, you don't really have a choice right now. ❜
❛ right now, you're a murderer. ❜
❛ but i can change that. ❜
❛ i don't expect you to make a decision right now. ❜
❛ you think you're learning how to beat me, so i'm gonna truly teach you something. ❜
❛ if you fight me, i won't hurt you. i'll find someone you love and hurt them instead. ❜
❛ __, don't do anything stupid. ❜
❛ it doesn't matter about that. you have to listen to me. ❜
❛ okay, listen, i need you to keep that to yourself and let me do my job. ❜
❛ just let me help you. ❜
❛ yeah, but as long as __'s around, you can't help me. ❜
❛ well... you look amazing. i mean, you-you've always... you always look amazing. ❜
❛ i don't feel amazing. it's all a lie. ❜
❛ so, i wanted to get us some simple takeout, but, of course, i started obsessing over what you'd be in the mood for. ❜
❛ my hand's shaking... you know, you're the only person in the world who gets to see my hand shake. ❜
❛ it's 'cause i need you, __. ❜
❛ i know i didn't treat you the way you should have been treated when we were together. but i've learned my lesson. ❜
❛ i would burn everything i own just to prove that to you. ❜
❛ i need you to admit everything that you did. ❜
❛ i need to know that i'm not crazy, okay? ❜
❛ and we can't start this with a lie. ❜
❛ but i'm not starting with a lie. ❜
❛ it wasn't me. i swear it. ❜
❛ why can't you just tell me the truth? ❜
❛ i need you to do this for me. more than that, do it for you, __. ❜
❛ i am telling you the truth. ❜
❛ i know that you feel like you're going insane sometimes. but i'm the only one who can help you. ❜
❛ what'd it sound like to you? ❜
🎪 * ― 𝐀𝐑𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐓𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐄 𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐍𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐏.
[REVISION] – For our muses to go over a draft where your muse has marked everything in red.
[SCALE] – For sender to ask receiver a question about a technical detail they’re struggling to master.
[LATE] – For sender to find receiver asleep at their drafting table.
[Symmetry] – For sender to point out a flaw in recievers "perfect" plan.
[DESK] – For sender to walk past receivers desk and see something unexpected (a sketch, a photo, a personal item).
[SITE] – For sender to follow receiver onto a dangerous or unfinished part of a building.
[BLUEPRINT] – For sender to find receiver working late at their desk.
[COLUMN] – For our muses to discuss the 'perfection' of a specific design choice.
[RED PEN] – For receiver to absolutely tesr apart senders blueprint.
[COFFEE] – For sender to bring receiver (and get a lecture about why they should be drafting instead).
[LATE] – Sender is the only one left in the office when reciever walks in.
[GALA] – For our muses to attend a high-society architecture event where reciever tests senders social "eye."
[TRASH] – Sender pulls a crumpled sketch out of recievers bin and "fixes" it.
[LIMIT] – Sender stands their ground when reciever try to send them home.
[ELEVATOR] – For a tense, silent ride up to a penthouse site visit.
[VIEW] – Our muses share a silent moment looking out from a half-finished balcony.
[MAP] – For sender to drop a corrected site plan on recievers desk.
[RAIN] – For our muses to be stuck at a muddy construction site under a single umbrella.
[EYE] – For sender to catch yours staring recievers work.
[KEY] – For sender to ask for the keys to the private library.
[DRAFT] – Sender slides a bold, non-traditional design across recievers desk.
[EYE] – For sender to describe what they see in a building, hoping to impress or challenge receiver.
"I fixed the alignment on the North columns. I didn’t follow the specs because the specs were wrong. Fire me if you want, but look at the lines first."
"I’ve been in the archives since yesterday. I found your 2001 sketches. Why did you stop using this specific curve for the cornices?"
"You told me to find the truth of the building. I think the truth is that the lobby is too small for the ego of the client."
"I found the error. It was yours."
"Don't fire me until you see the render."
"I know it's 4 A.M. I’m just getting started."
"The cantilever won't hold. Use the steel."
"I don't need a mentor. I need a challenge."
"I didn’t bring you coffee. I brought the updated site reports. And a list of three reasons why the structural engineer is lying to you."
"I'm not leaving until I understand why you chose that specific marble. I’ve been staring at it for four hours and I’m starting to see it."
"Is this a test? Because if it is, I’ve already redesigned the staircase three times. The fourth version is the only one that actually works."
"I asked for a masterpiece, not a suggestion. Start over."
"If you’re going to be five minutes late, don't bother coming in at all. My time is literally carved in stone."
"Explain that arch to me. And if you say 'it looked nice,' you’re fired."
"You’re staring at the blueprint like it’s going to speak to you. It won't. I speak for the building."
"Don't look at me for approval. The symmetry will tell you if you’re right."
"Here are the keys to the archive. If you smudge a single original sketch, I’ll have you blacklisted from every firm in the city."
"I didn't hire you to be comfortable. I hired you because you claimed you could see what everyone else misses. Prove it."
"It's 3:00 AM. Why is your desk clean? We haven't even finished the site plan for the foyer."
"You can tear the blueprints up, but the logic stays the same. It’s symmetrical. It’s perfect. You’re just annoyed I found it before you did."
"I know it’s 2:00 AM. I’m not tired. I’m just waiting for you to tell me which part of the facade you want me to fix next."
"The math is right. The feeling is wrong."
"I redesigned the arch. Look at it."
"I’m not tired. I’m focused."
"The engineer is wrong. I’m sure."
"I found the flaw. It’s in the base."
"I don’t want a break. I want to finish."
"Check the shadow lines. They don't line up."
"I'm not here for a grade. I'm here for the work."
"The limestone is too soft. Change it."
"You said be honest. I’m being honest."
daily affirmations
i am the unkillable faggot
i can exist in grocery stores
i have the shittiest music taste in any room
i have a gun

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mirrored perspectives.
a compilation of action based ask prompts with two variants for different perspectives. there is a mix of romantic, platonic and antagonistic dynamics.
sender:
💋 sender brushes a kiss against receiver’s forehead
🗡️ sender stabs receiver from behind
🤝 sender offers their hand to receiver after a fall
🩸 sender wipes blood from receiver’s lip with their thumb
🛡️ sender steps in front of receiver to shield them
🔥 sender grabs receiver’s wrist to stop them from leaving
👑 sender adjusts receiver’s crown, hat or headpiece
🌙 sender tucks a loose strand of hair behind receiver’s ear
⚔️ sender disarms receiver in a swift motion
🕯️ sender lights a candle for receiver in the dark
📜 sender presses a sealed letter into receiver’s hand
🫀 sender places receiver’s hand over their heartbeat
❄️ sender drapes a cloak over receiver’s shoulders
🔒 sender locks the door with receiver inside
🪶 sender traces a mark or scar on receiver’s skin
🍷 sender offers receiver a drink from their own cup
🕊️ sender unties receiver’s restraints
🩶 sender rests their head briefly against receiver’s shoulder
⚡ sender grabs receiver before they can fall
🪓 sender knocks receiver’s weapon from their grip
🌹 sender pins a flower to receiver’s clothing
🕰️ sender pulls receiver back just in time
🧎 sender drops to one knee before receiver
🗝️ sender presses a key into receiver’s palm
🩹 sender bandages receiver’s wound with careful hands
receiver:
💋 receiver brushes a kiss against sender’s forehead
🗡️ receiver stabs sender from behind
🤝 receiver offers their hand to sender after a fall
🩸 receiver wipes blood from sender’s lip with their thumb
🛡️ receiver steps in front of sender to shield them
🔥 receiver grabs sender’s wrist to stop them from leaving
👑 receiver adjusts sender’s crown, hat or headpiece
🌙 receiver tucks a loose strand of hair behind sender’s ear
⚔️ receiver disarms sender in a swift motion
🕯️ receiver lights a candle for sender in the dark
📜 receiver presses a sealed letter into sender’s hand
🫀 receiver places sender’s hand over their heartbeat
❄️ receiver drapes a cloak over sender’s shoulders
🔒 receiver locks the door with sender inside
🪶 receiver traces a mark or scar on sender’s skin
🍷 receiver offers sender a drink from their own cup
🕊️ receiver unties sender’s restraints
🩶 receiver rests their head briefly against sender’s shoulder
⚡ receiver grabs sender before they can fall
🪓 receiver knocks sender’s weapon from their grip
🌹 receiver pins a flower to sender’s clothing
🕰️ receiver pulls sender back just in time
🧎 receiver drops to one knee before sender
🗝️ receiver presses a key into sender’s palm
🩹 receiver bandages sender’s wound with careful hands
this too shall pass but the fuck was that for
best thing a male character can do is be dog-coded. second best thing a male character can do is sob hysterically
my nothing
Any upper hand he thought he might have by playing at her emotions, by pulling at her nature as a female, as someone wanting to care — was banished ( happily mind you ) by the way she grabbed his chin— like an alpha mouthing at your muzzle to remind you of where are you are loved within the pack hierarchy—
Her command is simple and straight forward and yet it rushes through him like a gun shot .
And his obedience is bleeding out of him—
He opens his mouth like a good beast , a good dog — for now .
His logic hadn't been wholly flawed. Violet did haveva certain soft spot for caretaking — whether due to temperment or biology, one couldn't be certain. She was an ornery creature, one that'd been hurt too many times to allow herself to submit fully to her own nature. Too defensive and too alone to be the pet she should be.
Might as well indulge another in what would make her whole and how easy it was to do so with Peter. His mouth dropping open just as he'd been told. Violet was satisfied with that, offering a ghost of a smile and approving nod in praise before finally feed him the piece of toast.
Tail practically wagging so hard at her small glimpse of praise — his fangs crush the piece of toast with ease — the bite gentle despite the violence it could inflict .
He liked Playing these games with her seeing where she was different then him — a dog and wolf — two similar creatures and yet not .
He was endlessly fascinated and enthralled by her and was happy to make her the center of his world a two canine pack if you will.
“Pets?” He asked with an amused grin.

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Reblog this if you’re okay with people sending unexpected IC asks to your muse at any time! No meme prompts needed!
everything to think about, everything to notice
{ Don’t Look at me —-
{ Like I am a monster —;}
“i should take a walk for my mental health” boring, tired, i don’t even really wanna do it tbh
“i need to check the perimeter” i need to check the perimeter
you feel that? that was me bouncing on it telepathically.

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[ LOOK ] sender holding receiver's jaw and turning their head to look at them — Evie to Peter, thought maybe he is hurt or something
In hindsight maybe trying to push his friend out of danger that she is more then equip to handle wasn’t the best idea —
Considering he took the hit instead with no armor and is now blinking heavily as she turns his head this way and that and to look at him.
“… why are there two of you ?—“
“ I never deleted your number. ” (upirprince)
“… .. I still have yours “ he admitted , but he had been to much of a coward to call him .