Das Tier In Mir

Hemlock Grove - Peter Rumancek and Roman Godfrey 

show me the heart unfettered by foolish dreams and i'll show you a happy man.

there's a time for daring and there's a time for caution, and a wise man understands which is called for.

i went to the woods because i wanted to live deliberately. i wanted to live deep and such out all the marrow of life.

we don't read and write poetry because it's cute.

the human race is filled with passion.

what will your verse be?

no matter what anybody tells you, words and ideas can change the world.

you must strive to find your own voice.

the longer you wait to begin, the less likely you are to find it at all.

o captain! my captain!

sit down! do you hear me? sit down! this is your final warning!

sit down! i want you seated!

close your eyes. describe what you see.

forget them!

don't you forget this.

for the first time in my whole life, i know what i wanna do.

they're not that different from you, are they?

the world is their oyster.

they believe they're destined for great things, just like many of you.

if you listen real close, you can hear them whisper their legacy to you.

carpe diem. seize the day. make your life extraordinary.

what's going on?

is today your birthday? happy birthday!

what'd you get?

my parents gave me this.

they gave me the same thing as last year.

maybe they thought you needed another one.

you can feel it.

why do i stand up here? anybody?

we must constantly look at things in a different way.

sucking the marrow out of life doesn't mean choking on the bone.

now we all have a great need for acceptance, but you must trust that your beliefs are unique, your own, even though others may think them odd or unpopular.

what are the four pillars?

we're not laughing at you. we're laughing near you.

i was good. i was really good.

i just talked to my father.

i can't talk to him this way.

you have to show him who you are, what your heart is!

he'll tell me that acting's a whim and i should forget it.

they're counting on me.

isn't there an easier way?

i'm trapped.

i always thought the idea of education was to learn to think for yourself.

if i don't ask him, at least i won't be disobeying him.

i'll try anything once.

we're just trying very hard to understand why it is that you insist on defying us.

stop it! don't be so dramatic!

i've got to tell you what i feel!

we've been so worried about you!

time to inherit the earth.

it's a tragedy. a girl this beautiful in love with such a jerk.

all the good ones go for jerks. you know that.

i've only met her once, and already she's thinking about me.

tell me why they swoon!

you can't be in here. if they catch you, we're both gonna be in big trouble.

come with me.

they made everybody sign it.

god forbid, if something happens to us, they know where to retrieve our bodies.

your appearance fascinates me on so many levels.

i look forward to getting to know you.

i've met few as unremarkable as you in my travels.

i have some business to take care of here in the city before we go ahead and head off.

it's really quite painless. it's pretty cool.

i wonder if someone knows about a cavern under the lake.

maybe we need to breathe under fricking water.

is there a library nearby?

are you just going to stand there and watch me peruse then?

just kill him!

damn it! it hurts! it hurts me in my soul!

i kind of respect you. i'm a little impressed.

we've finally gotten to the end of your list of good names.

do your holy shit when we go there, all right?

i want to hear more about this.

this is beautiful. can i hit something with it?

i thought you were going to tell me a dirty joke or something!

i killed him! he's all over me! his bits are all over me!

can you give me a swig of that?

context is everything.

we're like a giant fart.

we probably should have talked out our plan before we did this.

at this point, i don't give a shit.

can farts travel underwater?

how far away is it under the ice?

we did some science!

let's try to set up camp in the trees, so we're not on the ground.

sit on the ground. your hair's a mess.

i saw something strange down there.

let me go take a look real quick.

it's going to be a big day tomorrow. we should probably get some sleep.

it's getting weird tonight.

why are you making it weird?

what the fuck are they talking about?

where did you get them? did you buy them?

i stole them, dude.

i believe you are a good man.

i've been thinking a lot about why we're together and what we're doing.

i think we're very broken people, but i think together, we are far greater than the sum of our parts. i like who we are together, and i think that's important.

it's good to want things.

i'm in a place where i'm realizing that i have to make decisions about what's important.

i'm sorry if i've done anything to offend you.

we're a bit of an awkward family, but we are trying.

we will rise. or if we fail, no one will ever know.

you are really fucking cool. you know that, don't you?

i've seen you checking out some of the members of our little group here.

i see the way you've been flirting with him. it's adorable.

it's not often you meet a man like that. so you run towards him. some would say, with your spear out.

can you guys talk a little quieter? some of us are sleeping.

for the love of god, let something attack us.

hey, you know what? we're not doing anything for you, you fuck, 'cause you didn't even try to help us.

you're all going to die. all of you.

can't you climb on shit?

hey guys. i don't trust this goo. it creeps me out. just be careful.

do you need more light?

i need popcorn for this.

i think someone has a crush!

i have a sword.

there's a big fucking hole in the way.

i could totally parkour that.

i can read bullshit.

happy anniversary, you dicks!

there's a fuck-you beam, too. there's literally a fuck-you beam.

oh, son of a fuck!

did you pee your underoos?

the fuck happened?

oh my god, i'm shaking.

i feel so cold.

why are you crying?

you fucking died.

did you set off a trap? is that how i died?

you know, he loves you very, very much. so very much.

walk with me for a moment.

i'm not sure what just happened, but i need you to know that you're very dear to me.

i want you to kill it. and i want you to write me and tell me how you did it.

you're a good guy too, even though you try really hard to pretend not to be.

stay near him.

you didn't need to apologize for stealing that kiss before.

[ BANDAGE ] : sender bandages a wound on receiver.

[ GUIDE ] : sender puts a hand on he receiver's back to guide them somewhere.

[ WAVE ]: sender waves down receiver to get their attention.

[ SIGN ]: sender raises their hand to sign to receiver. what follows can be anything the sender desires.

[ LIFT ]: sender lifts receiver's chin to look at them.

[ LIGHT ]: sender lights receiver's cigarette/candle/etc.

[ FIND ] : sender finds receiver beaten and/or bloodied.

[ PIN ]: sender pins receiver against the wall during combat/sparring.

[ GET DOWN ]: sender tackles receiver out of the way of danger.

[ TAKE ]: sender takes a hit meant for receiver.

[ CAUGHT ]: sender finds receiver somewhere they aren't supposed to be.

[ TRAP ]: sender traps the receiver somewhere they don't want to be.

[ DARLING ]: sender touches receiver's cheek.

[ SNATCH ]: sender snatches receiver's wrist as they turn to go.

[ STAB ]: sender stabs receiver.

[ DRAG ]: sender drags receiver from point a to point b.

[ SIT ]: sender sits on receiver's lap.

[ EN GARDE ]: sender and receiver get into some kind of fight.

[ DRUNK ]: sender finds receiver drunk.

[ BLOOD ]: sender walks into receiver's room covered in blood.

[ FLOWER ]: sender offers a flower to receiver.

[ HOLD ]: sender reaches to hold receiver's hand.

[ BRUSH ]: sender brushes a strand of hair out of receiver's face.

[ NOTE: ] sender writes a note for receiver. the contents are whatever the sender decides.

[ EYES ]: sender notices receiver looking at them.

[ STOP ]: sender raises hand to signal the receiver to stop in place.

[ TAP ]: sender taps receiver on the shoulder to get their attention.

[ WAKE ]: sender gently wakes receiver from a nap or otherwise.

[ MORNING AFTER ]: sender and receiver wake up together for the first time after a night of passion.

[ BLANKET ]: sender drapes a blanket over receiver's shoulders.

[ HUDDLE ]: sender and receiver huddle together in an effort to stay warm.

[ TUG ]: sender pulls receiver away from them.

[ PUSH ]: sender pushes receiver away from them.

[ soothe ] sender kisses receiver to stop them from shaking

[ forehead ] sender tenderly kisses receiver's forehead

[ brief ] sender sneaks a kiss to receiver's cheek as they walk by

[ brow ] sender kisses the bridge of receiver's eyebrow

[ impossible ] sender kisses receiver as a final gesture, knowing they can't be together

[ hiding ] sender checks the area around them before kissing receiver, trying not to get caught

[ handful ] sender peppers the receiver's cheek with multiple, playful kisses

[ line ] sender draws a trail of kisses down the length of receiver's shoulderblade and up their neck

[ almost ] sender and receiver are centimeters apart, about to kiss, but something interrupts them

[ side ] sender places a kiss on the side of receiver's nose

[ tip ] sender kisses the tip of receiver's nose

[ underside ] sender leans in and places a suggestive kiss just under receiver's jawline

[ giggle ] sender starts tickling and kissing the receiver all over in order to make them laugh

[ knuckle ] sender lifts receiver's hand to their lips and places a polite kiss there

[ last ditch ] right before receiver leaves for battle, sender rushes into their arms and kisses them desperately

[ the middle ] in the midst of a battle, sender steals a second alone with receiver and kisses them to reassure them

[ dreamy ] sender and receiver indulge in a handful of slow, romantic kisses

[ darkness ] sender and receiver makeout in a completely dark room

[ ear ] sender nuzzles and kisses receiver's ear

[ recline ] sender climbs ontop of receiver and steals a kiss

[ lazy ] sender kisses receiver to wake them up from a comfortable sleep

[ dramatics ] as sender and receiver argue back and forth, sender launches forward and kisses receiver to stop the fight

[ distance ] across a large space, sender blows receiver a kiss

[ hold ] sender and receiver are hugging, and sender kisses receiver on the cheek in a tender display

[ regret ] sender and receiver start to kiss, but sender backs away in the middle of it, knowing it's a bad idea

[ reunion ] thinking they'd never see each other again, sender and receiver are reunited and run into each other's arms, sharing a kiss

[ inner ] in a heated moment, sender trails kisses along receiver's inner thigh

[ lovebite ] in the midst of kissing receiver's neck, sender changes tactics and gives them a tender little bite

[ greeting ] sender and receiver greet each other with kisses to both cheeks in quick succession

[ bunny ] sender gives receiver a bunny kiss by rubbing their noses together back and forth

[ supportive ] sender kisses the top of receiver's head

[ fingertips ] sender places light kisses to each of receiver's fingertips

[ tongue ] sender and receiver indulge in a heavy makeout that involves tongue

[ first time ] sender leans in and kisses receiver for the first time

[ final ] sender and receiver share a kiss for the very last time, and they know it's their last

[ storm ] caught in the midst of a torrential downpour, sender can't help but close the distance and kiss receiver in the rain

[ scar ] sender sees one of receiver's scars for the first time and gently kisses it

[ desperate ] the situation is dire, and sender can't stop themselves from rushing forward and crushing receiver into an aggressive, frantic kiss

[ tend ] while tending to receiver's wounds, sender gives receiver a reassuring kiss

[ stolen ] sender and receiver cross paths and can't resist ducking into a safe place to makeout before they carry on with their day

[ irresistable ] sender taunts receiver by easing closer, promising a kiss, and then backing away, making receiver chase their lips

[ lipstick ] sender is wearing lipstick, and uses that fact to mark receiver with a few lipstick stains

[ chest ] sender removes receiver's shirt and immediately rushes forward to kiss their chest

[ shivering ] sender places small kisses all over receiver's stomach

[ fake ] sender and receiver pretend to be a couple and are forced to kiss each other to blend in

i don't care if you think i'm dumb.

i'm the girl you'd die for.

i'll chew you up and i'll spit you out.

that's what young love is all about.

pull me closer and kiss me hard.

life gave me some lemons, so i made some lemonade.

i think you're gonna be my biggest fan.

all i ever wanted was the world.

you say that i'm kinda difficult, but it's always someone else's fault.

i got you wrapped around my finger.

you can count on me to misbehave.

would you do anything for me?

would you get down on your knees for me?

i'm sad to the core.

i wanna be adored.

i really don't know why it's such a big deal.

you're never gonna love me, so what's the use?

what's the point in playing a game you're gonna lose?

you're too proud to say that you made a mistake.

you're a coward 'til the end.

why don't we just pretend?

i can't let you go.

you only ever touch me in the dark.

it never happens like you think it really should.

deception and perfection are wonderful traits.

i don't belong to anyone.

we're all very lovely 'til we get to know each other.

i guess you could say that my life's a mess.

deep down, all you want is love.

you're hard to hug. tough to talk to.

i never fall asleep when you're in my bed.

the only time you open up is when we get undressed.

you don't love me. big fucking deal.

i'll never tell you how i feel.

sometimes i ignore you so i feel in control.

come on, baby. let's just get drunk.

i send my best regards from hell.

i would sell my sorry soul if i could have it all.

my life is a play.

that's just how you are with love.

you may be good looking, but you're not a piece of art.

i'm gonna make you fall.

i am weak.

was it really worth it?

did i really deserve it?

i think of all the men i could've kissed.

i wish i hadn't been so clean.

i wanna stay inside all day.

i wanna make a big mistake.

i wish i wasn't such a narcissist.

oh god, i'm gonna die alone!

i can feel it coming to the end.

who are you to tell me who to be?

i know you only want to own me.

you tell me one thing and do another.

i lived a lot of different lives.

i see it for the first time.

there is no crime in being kind.

not everyone is out to screw you over.

baby, i'm the one who left you.

when you're around me, i'm radioactive.

do you wanna be a member?

do you want to be with somebody like me?

you named it after me.

you're still living in the dark.

all my life, i've been so lonely.

i'll always belong in the sky.

don't get attached to somebody you could lose.

kiss him goodbye at the door.

leave him wanting more.

{A House unknown} —-

Though Thistle and Thorns you will seek}

{Digging to the rhythm and the echo of a solitary siren}

•One that pushes me along and leaves me so••

Desperate and ravenous

{ Don’t Look at me —-