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@batoushoujo: Laughs! Notes for what?? You gonna do it back?
"Mmm? Well, I meant more like...so that's how that feels, but...you're going to give me ideas."
"Differently?" Head lightly bumps against other's as it tilts, finger resting at her chin. A hum, as pensive as she can muster. "Let's have a look, hm? To see what's changed."
She shifts, disturbing any attempt at relaxing, leaning forward to inspect their hands, clasped together. And then, more closely, her hand. Kimi carefully inspects every finger, from permanent black polish, down to the knuckle. And then she's flipped it over, own finger tracing along lines of the palm. A nod. "These are still the hands I want to hold and be held by."
Then thumb is brushing over her wrist, and up her arm. Then, next, her fingers are tracing the length of her neck, the line of her jaw, until open palm comes to rest on her cheek. Her eyes linger here a moment. Before meeting her eyes. And this...is still the person I like. She leans in. Closer. Less than an inch away. Eyes close. She presses a kiss on her cheek.
It's always easier than she expects, with Kimi. Whatever little resistances always dwell in her that make her shoulders tense and her back stiffen aren't here. They don't get in the way.
Her fingers idly flex at that, as if suddenly aware of themselves at the moment of her acknowledgement. She feels like...an interface? No. It's not so impersonal. But it does feel like she's functioning that way, accepting input, effortlessly synced to. The kiss connects and, for once, she doesn't even squirm in the way she might when she's particularly embarrassed.
But even so, there is a guilt to it. There always is. There's no fight, but there is this burning, indelicate thing sitting in her, telling her she can't let go. Telling her she doesn't deserve this, that she's cheating the system, that she's getting something for free without pain...that she can't have both!
But it's swallowed when she returns the gesture, lashes fluttering, fingers brushing Kimi's arm as their foreheads touch. It's what I want, too, so forget that. Forget deserving or not deserving anything.
"Gosh..." There's the blush, finally. The lowering gaze which suddenly finds the texture of the floor very fascinating for some reason. "You're always so smooth, at times like this."
Scoops her up like a princess!
@batoushoujo / answered .
"Ah--" There's a freeze there for a moment, as she feels her feet slide up and off the ground. She's halfway expecting to be dropped, or even tossed. Instead she's huddled in, her head touching Tem's shoulder as a heat rises to her cheeks. There's something comparably delicate about that, that brings her attention to just how tense she usually is without thinking about it, and how that tension's currently fading.
"...Okay, smooth as hell, taking notes."
"What do you mean? In what way?" She sticks a puzzle piece into its place. She peeks at the other. "Do you feel it's out of place?"
Was a different sor t of reaction expected of her, she wonders. Not a bad one, but a different one. She's not sure. But...
Hand has taken hold of Adam's under the table.
There's a small hitch in breath, a squeeze in return as she starts to fumble her way out of the box she's been so tightly squeezed into until now.
"Mm, n-no, I mean...I don't think I was really expecting anything specific...and you know I trust you." Her head leans on Kimi's shoulder a bit, posture gradually relaxing. "I guess I just...didn't know if it'd be a big change, like...if you would see me differently, or something..."

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oh! forgive me, lord! oh! i'm a good girl!
ใใTem doesn't normally feel anxious after this sort of thing, not with her, at least, but she can't help feeling like she's done something wrong. It's kind of rude to spring that on someone after they revealed something so deeply personal, huh?
ใใHer hands fall gently and she takes a small step back, giving Lexi a little room to breathe.ใใโKind of a strange response to the ice girl, don't you think?โใTem remarks with a laugh, and then shakes her head.ใโC'monใผlet's go have a normal day.โ
She can't help but giggle at that. True, actually! Even so, she's practically as warm as a light-bulb to the touch at the moment. Everything with them has always been unconventional, so she doesn't suppose she's going to start being bothered now.
If that makes her weird, so be it.
She tilts her head playfully to that, nods. She feels a bit more...present? And like she has less reason to hide away. She tugs at her jacket she wears out of habit, allows it to droop so she can tie the arms of it around her waist instead as she follows.
"Sounds perfect to me."
I never knew another way of life My baby brain collected all the strife My father told me, "Gotta just survive" You drink the poison, gotta pay the price
Not that I expect anyone's going to push back on how I decide to write my own OC, but if anyone is wondering why I've decided to do this now...
Frankly, I think it just has a lot to do with what Adam, now Lexi, has meant to me as an OC over the years? I made her when I, myself, thought I was a cis boy over a decade ago, but so many aspects of who she is and what she represented to me seem like such screamingly obvious things to me now. Like? Someone disempowered, forcibly given a body she doesn't want, puppeted around by some infecting force? You better believe I felt that at the time, in ways I didn't know how to recognize or voice.
Nowadays, I'm much more bluntly aware of those things. I think metaphor doesn't really just need to stay metaphor in this case. And I think if I deserve to be happy, she does too.
Adam will be hereafter referred to as Lexi! She's a trans woman canonically now. Happy pride, my friends. ๐

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ใใTem is quiet for another moment, and then, suddenly pulls Lexi's face in close to plant a solid kiss, holding it for just a moment before pulling back.
ใใโHow was that? Feel any different?โ
She's not quite expecting it, so it catches her off guard, eliciting a small squeak in response as their lips touch. Even so, she's like a little magnet, staying put until she's released, buzzing with faint energy.
"W-Well, I...feel warmer..." She swallows, doesn't hide the way she's practically glowing. Maybe there is a bit of relief in it, a sense that she's still herself here, that the way she's changing hasn't disrupted something.
ใใโOkay.โใใTem nods. There's a brief pause, awkward for her, and then her eyes shift off to the side as she speaks again, quieter.ใโThanks for telling me.โ
She blinks, a faint smile on her face as she nods along, hands twiddling a bit. "Mm, 'course, I mean...I trust you. Thanks for listening."
ใใโHmmmmm.โ
ใใTem pinches a little harder, gently shaking Lexi's head by the nose.
ใใโYeah. This certainly isn't out of nowhere.โ
ใใFinally, Tem releases her.
ใใโIs there anything you want to do? Or was getting it off your chest the main thing you needed?โ
"Ack--" She pouts a little, sways her head gently along to the shake.
"I guess...? It was mostly just saying it, yeah. Like...making it real, or something, instead of just keeping it all pent up."
ใใโThat would be kind of stupid for the half-trans girl to do, huh?โ
ใใThere's a pause, and then Tem reaches out to pinch her nose.
ใใโI'm being nice 'cause I know this is a difficult thing to do. Don't get used to it.โ
She snickers, nodding her head along.
"I know, I know. Thanks. It's...? I feel like I've been thinking about it for a long time, is the thing...? Feels a little weird that I just...let it keep sitting, I guess."
ใใA small nod.ใโThat makes sense. If I mess up, please know it's not me rejecting anything. I'm just kind of stupid. You can hit me, even. โ
"Well I'm not gonna do that...I know you wouldn't though! You're all good."

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@batoushoujo: โHow are you feeling?โ
"A little...light? Like, more vulnerable I guess but...it's not bad."
holds hand.
Ah-- She squeezes Tem's hand back. "Hiiii..."