From being in a relationship with someone 3,000 miles away and being in a relationship with someone 3 miles away.. iβve come to a realization, about myself.. Me, as a person, i love to spoil & i love to put my all into someone. When i love, i love hard.. believe me. Anyway, dating someone i can see everyday is unhealthy for me because iβm not good at balancing everything out, i always lose myself in that person cause i forget about me. Believe me, i would love to see βmy girlβ everyday but from all of the situations iβve been in, iβve learn whats best for me. When βmy girlβ is further away, i HAVE to stay busy and worry about myself & that is exactly what i need, because i have so much going for me and have to focusβ¦Lately iβve been saying i donβt want a relationship because i know iβll get caught up. But then something hit me.. I remembered that feeling of seeing someone for the first time in weeks or months even & i crave it, i crave that feeling so much. i want a journey, i want a challenge, i want someone to stick with me, & i want to look my wife in the eyes while weβre sitting in our house one day and say βthank you for being so strong all this time, we finally beat the distanceβ .. i want to accomplish that with my person. & i wont stop until i get it because i know what i deserve.
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