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Okay, so you know, for years i have been building these walls around me, walls so high no one could get in. And tbh, at first, THAT was the point, like no one close could ever hurt me again.

I wasnt trying to be alone or cold either okay ?

Because i am not. Dont get me wrong, i have my three high school bestfriends, my three good college friends, my family and my older sister- because quality over quantity for me always.

So to sum it up, no i am not alone.

But then why, why when i lay on my bed at the night, and try to sleep, why do i always feel so lonely. Why does it feel like i can never escape the very walls i built in the first place. Why dows it feel like i am locking my heart away.

Because, that was never my goal. Feeling lonely was not something i wished for. God. I hate it.

GUYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

I watched it. I FREAKING DID.

IT WAS SOO GOOD. i loved it so much yaar. Not because i was waiting for his debut movie and i saw their reel edits and all, BUT, because this was the first movie which made me get up, wait for it for months, made me feel excited and go to the theatre. And trust me when i say, i havent been to a theatre in two years. And IT WAS SO DAMN WORTH IT. both of them did so good. I THINK OUR GENERATION CAN ALSO HAVE OUR OWN MOVIE AFTER ALL THESE YEARS FINALLY YAYAYAYA

Also, pls get me a krish kapoor too 😔🙏🏼

Hair has grown so much.

Am getting that ick again (to cut it short)

SHOULD I DO IT ?😋😋😋

Also, day after tmrw is my LAST FINAL THEORY PAPER (10days later i have my practicals), and i am so relieved. yeah so anyways, i cant even focus rn 😭🙏🏼

Studying for micro paper 2 final

Bro if it goes shit like paper 1 I AM DONE FOR MY LIFE I WILL HAVE TO WRITE SUPPLY

okay lets not think about that. I will pass. With good marks. I HOPE SO UGH.

And if it would have been some internals or something i wouldnt have thought that much BUT THESE WERE MY FINALS

And the thing is, that i attempted one case essay but the other case essay was dengue okay ?

WHO GIVES DENGUE AS CASE STUDY THAT TOO FOR 15 fucking marks

Before i could write anything exam time was up and i had to give my paper away

15 marks gone just like that. All the preparation all the struggles sleepless nights UGH JUST FOR ME TO NOT GET STUFF IN EXAM

i feel so frustrated but i gotta go

I have to study for micro paper 2

DREW SOMETHING NEW YAYAYAYAYA

I wanna watch it so bad 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

GOD. UGHH.

Okay i calmed down (no)

Wtv. I just wanted to rant because bro my final exams are coming and i cant stop thinking about saiyaara. BECAUSE FOR THE FIRST EVER TIME I WAITED FOR THE MOVIE. 😭😭😭😭😭 (i am so excited)

Maybe i will watch it after a month now kyuki meri exams ek mahine tak chalegi. And theres no way i will get chance to see it beech main. Whatever. Ugh.

Exams are finally over.

I WAS SO EXHAUSTED GOSH. I can finally breath again.

I hope i pass in all of them tho 😺

Have my patho exam today. Fuck i feel so drained out already. And mind you, this is just the first exam. Still two theory papers and three practical exams are left.

Only slept 3 hours last night and my brain cant fucntion properly anymore. I have my exam from 1-4.

Abshdhjsjsjsusjsjssj I HATE EXAMS. ugh.