WANNA BE 2017 ME ♡

but then you get hit with your perfectionist, body dysmorphic, mentally ill self and: "yeah but have you considered how good you'd look as a pile of bones?"

me:

me today / sorry for my messy room but ◟(๑•͈ᴗ•͈)◞

You’re doing it so you can be confident in public, but not for the attention

The weight loss is not for the gender you’re attracted to, but because you don’t feel attractive

You’re tired of people making petty comments about your weight

You want people to stop trying to put your weight in a sugarcoated box by saying you’re ‘big boned’ ‘thicc’ ‘more to love’ ‘curvy’, etc.

One comment sent you into the start of your ED

A traumatic experience caused you to gain weight that just wouldn’t come off

New medication caused you to gain weight

A Doctor, family, teacher, or friend has ever called you fat

You feel this is the only way you’ll truly be comfortable in your own skin

You’re lying to family & friends

You feel a little bittersweet when they comment on your weight loss

It started as a ‘diet’ that spiraled out of control

You know recovery is an option, but you don’t want to

You used to deny your eating disorder

Me: *eats 900 calorie meal* *gains 8kg*

Me:

So uhh it's kinda lonely to not interact with anyone so if 3 or more apply to you, reblog:

Around 15-18 years old

Still live with your parents

Have an ed

Lgbt+

Around 5'4 (163 cm)

Not pro ana or anything