Let's rewrite the stars

Regret of not choosing him. Not choosing the one who actually made me feel like butterflies in my stomach for the first time, the one who infiltrated my mind for more than a year, the one who made me feel loved, the one who sent me the first goodmornings and the last goodnights, the one who genuinely made efforts and the the one I so easily rejected...

I wish we could appreciate ourselves more often if only to see we have everything that we look to seek in the world. We don't need constant validation of our worthiness from people who don't know us, and that is why I say, self love is important.

But someone to just hold my hands until I solve them myself.

Then you might've never loved someone with all you heart.

so beautiful but so far.

Someone to love me again.