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Do you intend to make a statement about the situation with AvidMC, given that you have worked with him in Vampires and Bannerfalls?
(This is not in any way meant to pressure you to make a statement, this ask can be deleted or never responded to! I am simply curious of your stance on the situation, but it's a complicated and messy situation for sure, and I think I speak for all of us in saying it is justified to move on without speaking about it, and I don't believe any of us will judge you for doing so. Hope you and the family are doing well! <3)
I spoke about it briefly on stream today but it's worth re-iterating here too
I was only aware of one situation between Avid and another creator(s), which I was learned about pretty much after the dust had already settled. Both sides had laid it to rest and were steering clear of one another.
This sudden revelation that it wasn't an isolated incident and happening to most people in their orbit was a shock.
I seem to have avoided all of this scenario as I was never close with Avid/Marm. I've literally only interfaced with them during content and any team meeting calls for Misadventures, Vampires and Flight SMP. In Flight specifically I was never seeking them out for chit-chats or roleplay, but if I stumbled upon them I would engage because it'd be strange in character to just u-turn ya know. So you've all seen the vast majority of my interactions with them.
I'm obviously still pissed off that my friends and collaborators have been hurt (some incredibly deeply) and they all know I'm here for them as an ear should they need it, but hopefully this chapter is behind all of us swiftly. I'm hopeful that the healing process will be helped along by the fact that they've ejected themselves from the MCYT space. It means there isn't a constant reminder or injustice being thrust on their FYP or timeline constantly.
Last note, I've seen way too many people have been kicking themselves for not knowing any of this from a viewer perspective, btu how would you? I'm behind the scenes and it was mostly obscured from me too. Your standing with creators is often just 'i make silly thing, you enjoy watching silly thing' - you've no other evidence to understand their motives or movements off camera. You can only judge and inform yourself with what you're presented. So go easy on yourselves mkay?
this part is one that i'm really going to hate. in the wake of all that happened yesterday, i need to talk about finances. i know this is long, but i urge you to read through, because i could really use some tangible, real help right now.
as many of you know, the work we did for Avid was substantial. the music we made with him has been our lifeblood for the past several months as we have been reeling from the onset of a severe, life changing disability diagnosis that prevents us from working a typical job. music, video editing, streaming, and making our own videos are about all we can do. our disabling dissociative amnesia prevents the timely and reasonable learning of new skills. while we have been working constantly with a dissociative specialist to inch towards remedying this, we do not expect that we will be equipped to work in any other capacity any time soon.
the royalties we received from the music we made together with Avid were roughly 80-90% of our income on any given month for the calendar year so far, and they have helped us stay afloat while we have been trying to go through the rigorous and ill-equipped disability system.
putting all your eggs in one basket is never a good idea regardless, and the fears i had building for the past couple of months only further emphasized this. as such, i have been trying to diversify by engaging with streaming, trying to get my name out there for collaborative work in other SMPs, and reaching out to my creator friends for editing work. i really can't thank two people in particular enough - LeonSBU and NatureOfGaming - for providing me work as they have been able to afford and especially in Leon's case, getting my name out there for other SMPs.
unfortunately, the true extent of Avid's manipulations and lies were more than i could ever have imagined. the fact that my entire understanding of his intentions has been flipped in a matter of no more than 3 days feels like being hit by a truck. for full transparency, i am no longer in contact with Avid, but i did inform them that i was leaving the fate of our music in their hands. in the final messages he sent to me before i cut contact, he told me that he "would never cut [me] off financially". he told me he would never do a lot of things, so forgive me if i have trouble trusting this. regardless, the dropoff in listenership after what has been revealed will be substantial and immediate.
in the best case-scenario, i have a month or two left before royalties catch up to this dropoff, and will see consistent income for that time still. in the worst, i will no longer be able to afford my rent by the end of the month if he does remove the music and disable my royalty splits.
what i need is two things: i need immediate funds to fall back on in case things go poorly, and i need longevity. i have been so lucky to be surrounded by so many truly astounding and generous creators who have been willing to put my name out there for work. i am hoping this comes to fruition. i am already hearing from some about potential editing opportunities which is amazing. but things are still up in the air, and i need to be quick and smart. this is why i am doing something that my fans know i hate. i'm asking for help.
as i see it, there are three pillars to this. all the highlighted text below links directly:
immediate aid - if you have the funds to spare, buying our music on Bandcamp and donating to our Ko-Fi are methods of which we see the funds in a matter of days, if not instantly. this will help us build an emergency fund if worse comes to worse.
supporting our work - by spreading the word about our streaming on Twitch and listening to our music on streaming services such as Spotify, Apple Music, and YouTube (and any other platform our music is on), you provide a significant source of consistent income that we can rely on month-to-month.
word of mouth - talking about what we do and why you enjoy it is a surprisingly big help, because it helps us find connections for potential growth opportunities and commission work. additionally, letting people know we have a Discord and are the ones responsible for Avid's music in the first place not only helps us, but it helps the people who loved Avid's music know there is more out there from the person who made his songs possible.
i'm gonna level with you all. i fucking hate writing this. i feel like a beggar. i feel humiliated. these past three days of piecing things together have been some of the worst of my life, and having to once again ask for help is the cherry on top. since i learned about the truth three days ago, this has been constantly looming over me. everything else has been made crystal clear to me, so i at least know without a shadow of a doubt what happened. but with this? i'm terrified. Avid knew my situation, my disability, my reliance on our work together. he has left me in a truly impossible situation. i am taking it as an opportunity to double down on the work i was already doing and try to turn it into a positive. i hope that you all are gracious enough to help me make that a reality. it would really mean the world right now.
for some positivity in all of this, here's a sneak peak of my next song. i'm so ready to move forwards and i'm trying to let this empower me to make some awesome fucking art. thank you to everyone who read to the end. hope to see you all soon <3
i am no longer going to be working with AvidMc
over the past several days, i have talked with dozens of people who have corroborated evidence which confirms fears i have had for months - fears which i had been made to believe were unsubstantiated, until now. for my own privacy, safety, and wellbeing, i will be keeping this a personal matter. if there comes a time where it becomes relevant to share my perspective, i will do so with care and respect for everyone involved. at this time, however, i do not feel it would be helpful.
this situation has left me heartbroken. it has been devastating to find that someone who i trusted, loved, and considered one of my best friends was not the person i believed him to be. i am feeling more betrayed than i know how to express. my only solace is that in spite of this, i still find myself surrounded by friends and beloveds. forgive me if i choose to lean into them rather than my art in the coming weeks.
as for our music with Avid, i have given them the option to do what he pleases with it. while i am so, so proud of the love and care i have put into those songs, i sincerely cannot in good conscious claim them anymore. so many people have loved those songs, and i would not feel right taking them from anyone. this is why i have left it his decision whether he wants them to remain, or whether he chooses to remove them.
i ask that all of you please, please remain cordial. we are hurt, and the only thing that poking around and harassing others does is perpetuate the cycle of harm. if any malice burns within your heart, extinguish it now. i am tired of vitriol. i am tired, just in general. i want to take my time to heal, and then continue to make the art that i love, and share it with all of you. i ask each of you to do me the favor of not rocking the boat in the meantime.
thank you all for always being here for us, through all our rough roads and smooth sails. much love.

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Why did you change your label from gynosexual to finsexual?
There was some unneeded context that came with gynosexual. There was often phrasing like 'regardless of genitalia / birth sex' and different pages seemed uncertain on whether it included non binary folks etc.
Whereas Finsexual seems more laser focused on the attraction element which is femininity itself. It doesn't have the need to essentially dead name or call anything out / in to question
Y'all are free to correct me if I'm mistaken, but from the various pages I've read it seems pretty unified. It's the benefit of newer labels - this one being spawned in 2015ish - there're fewer chefs in the kitchen to muddle the message or distort it
Hope that makes sense 👍
in honor of tdov here's a short comic about my transition
[Day 156] Woah He's Bisexual I didn't know that!
I actually wonder how much of what happened to Robbie & Dolores is actually known by Mabel & Steve Grant.
Mabel says she wishes she hadn't let Kreacher take the kids. It's clear she carries guilt & Steve possibly grief of losing touch with his best friends (they kept that friendship bracelet Dolores made for him safely stored away).
we know the Asylum tried to cover up Robbies death and their other errors, and we know Kreacher tried to masquerade as a "good person" (which Mabel had a feeling wasn't his true self).
obviously the Grant family never heard from the siblings after Kreacher took them, and likely found out a vague "things were bad" when news about the orphanage-turned-asylum shutting down for malpractice reach the public.
We don't know yet what happened to Dolores after her attempted massacre.
Alice DeRoss has said that almost all mention of Robbie has been wiped clean, we know even the working volunteers cleaning up the scene of his death didn't know what actually happened (and had to come to conclusion themselves by observing Dolores attempting to dig under the juniper tree).
If what happened to Robbie never reached the public, and even what happened to Dolores was highly moderated in how it was talked about, I wonder if Mabel & Steve actually know.
Maybe they came to conclusions themselves over the years. But I wonder how much they truly know and how much is them speculating base on the limited info reaching the outside world.
Mabel clearly wishes she had kept the siblings with their family, because despite struggling to feed two more kids she carries guilt of giving them away and losing touch (and the aftermath of giving them away).
“Why are you watching it again? You already know what happens.” Because The Character is in there, bro. THE CHARACTER
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It's pride month, you know what that means
I don't get project cramps projected at me this month?
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I'll be rambling on about the Robbie skin, everyone, so don't mind me.
Thanks to the OP, I now have confirmation that this skin references the camping trip the siblings were supposed to have (but couldn't, because canonly the parents died and never picked them up for it).
I've seen people on Twitter jump to conclusions about this erasing Dolores being an amputee. But I'd like to point out that the lady in the background has dark hair & looks like she's a lot taller. The embroidery of the siblings depicts both of them as blonde.
That, now combined with the skins name, leads me to believe that the woman in the background is Mrs. White/Whyte. Their mother.
I don't think we can use the embroidery as evidence of the disability being absent, as it could've been made before Dolores lost an arm.
Furthermore I'd like to remind people of the timeline of events during the regular canon timeline;
Dolores & Robbie are at the Grant family home (their neighbors). Mabel Grant is babysitting them, as the parents promised to take Robbie, Dolores & Steve Grant (Robbie's best friend) out to go camping.
Mr. & Mrs. White/Whyte don't return back home. The family receives the news of them passing away (we don't know how, as of typing this)
Mable Grant ties her best to look after the siblings, but is struggling to feed two extra mouths
Kreacher Pierson visits the Grant family twice, manipulating Mable into giving the siblings away to the orphanage (which she, years later, informs Alice DeRoss of regretting.)
Robbie & Dolores joined white sand street orphanage. A newspaper boy named Ernest sees them arrive. ( In an interview with Alice Deross, during his adulthood, he confirms that at this point Dolores still had both of her arms)
A couple days later Ernest sees the siblings again. Now Dolores is missing an arm. Robbie befriends Ernest through the fence through multiple conversations.
Fast forward a couple of weeks (according to a diary of another orphan), Kreacher sells the orphanage to the church. It becomes White Sand Street Asylum.
The asylum staff begin to experiment on the children & abuse them further than Kreacher had already been doing.
By the end of April, Ernest finally sees Robbie again (the orphanage would've been sold during February-March iirc) & notes that Robbie looks far more unhealthy. Robbie tells Ernest what has been happening & that his sister is being hurt by the adults. Ernest tells Robbie to try breaking Dolores out & plans to help the two out of the asylum (offering they all make a better life for themselves with the little jobs Ernest has been doing himself)
Ernest waits at the fence that night. the siblings never show up. Later he sees the news article covering the incident where "a patient attacked staff" (Robbie dying when trying to break out Dolores, be that by supposed accident or by violence of the staff [which I've been suspicious of more and more])
fast forward to the end of May. Dolores attempts the massacre-suicide and is stopped in the process. We do not know what happened to her after.
Assuming that their parents never died would already mean Dolores never got abused by Kreacher, so Netease would need to re-write the circumstances of the amputated arm to keep her disability.
If their parents still died, and Mabel still sent them away, they could re-write it into the Grant family getting the children back after the amputation happened. Alternatively they could rewrite it so Robbie doesn't die that night and the siblings successfully ran away with Ernest. That is if they keep the canon timeline circumstances surrounding the amputation.
With "ONCE" being a "what if nothing bad happened" AU, I'd not put it past the writers to have the kids never go to the orphanage. In this scenario they either re-write a different situation to keep the disability, or lean into the "if they never went to WSS, then ot would've never happened"
As a disabled person I'm very aware and understanding of the frustration about the possibility of a disability being erased. Especially one that has been repetitively used as a big descriptor for the character.
As someone hyperfixated on the siblings lore, I however also understand the thought process behind possibly not having Dolores lose her arm in this timeline.
I'm not an amputee specifically, so I am definitely not the correct person to ask how they should handle this AU. If any amputees read this, feel free to let me know how you think they should handle this. I do think the safest approach would be to make a different situation surrounding her disability; not erasing it but also acknowledging that the canon events wouldn't happen in this timeline. But I'm unsure if that truly is a good approach.
Regardless of the specifics, I do think that the scarf is NOT a good point of reference, as it could've been made long before Dolores lost her arm (regardless of timeline!). And we don't know if the lady in the background is Dolores (hair color doesn't match the scarf portrait, but does match a previous black & white artwork from early development. The character likely got redesigned since) and it could very much be their mother or Mrs. Grant. I think we need to wait until IDV releases the ONCE skins lore on that one.
Upcoming Series and Shop Costumes
2026 World Cup
In honor of the upcoming 2026 World Cup, an A-costume for Forward, "Player No.5" with a matching accessory, "Worthy," will be released on June 11th along with an in-game event.
Whimsy Series
The next character to get a costume from the Whimsy series is Guard 26, Desperate Fight, which will be released on July 9th.
ONCE Series
A-costumes for Axe Boy, "Camping Day," and for Seer, "Treading Through Snow," will be released on July 9th as well.
Gothic Romance Series
S-costumes for Soul Weaver's "Nameless Pursuer," "Knight's" "Wordless Exile," and Night Watch's "Voiceless Rift" will be dropping in the store in August 13th. They will all be available with echoes and fragments.
In addition, "Psychologist" and Patient's Everlasting Night and Luminary will be returning on that date.
Panda Series
The A-costumes for Bloody Queen and Entomologist from this series will release on July 23rd. Previous cosmetics and event rewards will also return at this time. Please see below.
Zhongyuan Festival/Chinese Horror
This costume package for the Zhongyuan Festival for Wu Chang will release on August 27th. It will include S-costume, "Hellwarden" and accessory, "Warding Tongbao."
my long reblog ab the Robbie skin isn't showing up. rip my analysis. reblogging like this to backup the post
why is tumblr not showing my long ass analysis post I HATE IT HERE
IT'S NOT IN MY DRAFTS EITHER HELP
why is tumblr not showing my long ass analysis post I HATE IT HERE

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Here’s the trans girl flag I made. The blue on the outside represents that when they were born, people thought they were a boy, and the pink on the inside represents that they’re actually a girl on the inside.
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hey I created a trans guy and trans girl flag, but it’s only letting me submit one picture at a time. Here’s the trans guy flag. The pink on the outside represents that when they were born, people thought they were a girl, and the blue on the inside represents that they’re actually a boy on the inside.
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