ʚ AshleyPeas °ʚ🍃ɞ° ˓˒

ustedes cuáles son?

Think anorexia and an excessive amount of exercise is going to make you "beautiful" and solve your problems, and not just give you more of them? Think you'll just get skinny and effortlessly stay that way for the rest of your life, mostly pain free? Think that your ED isn't going to ruin your mind and body in irreversible ways?

YOU'RE WRONG.

And if you don't believe me and think you're just "different" than the rest of us who have destroyed our bodies/minds with EDs for a decade+, you're wrong again!

I can't do any more exercise- PT included- I live in a recliner with a heating pad while my husband waits on me and I feel like a useless burden (even though he doesn't treat me that way). I can't stand for more than a few minutes without having to lean on something because the pain is that extreme. It's hell.

And I can't just restrict to lose my recovery weight because the whole reason I chose recovery was to save my deteriorating teeth (also due to Anorexia) with that surgery I had last year, which will be undone if I ever starve again.

You wanna know why we so rarely see elderly or middle aged anorexics? BECAUSE THEY'RE FUCKING DEAD.