PoeticJane

It gets dark some days

It may get a little brighter

Goes up and down

You will almost reach to the end

But you might lose a friend

You're almost there

Dont be scared

There will be other people

Like thread to a needle

Not like others you have passed or lost

Slowly they faded away

Like when the snow falls

Lessons and journeys

2019 is almost here

Dont be in such a hurry

The dust will be swept under

The kitchen mat

You will be with the right people

Dont worry about that.

Forever in my twenties

Friends forever

Little girl at the age of 12

I've lost so many

With my degree in my hand

Gazing my eyes in the crowd

The people who are standing while

Clapping, smiling, and looking so proud.

It did get dark some days

And it did get a little brighter

Still it goes up and down

You will almost reach to the end

But you might lose a friend

The ones who are meant to stay

Will be there on your

 Alone doesn’t need to be negative

You want to be comfortable in your own skin

ALONE.

You want to be happy with your own laughter

Without picking up the phone

 She wants to feel her own colours

Her own emotions, his feelings

Without him, her or another

Speaking for herself

Don’t dial your ex’s number.

 Find the beauty in your voice

Guide yourself into simplicity

You only need to be attentive to yourself 

it’s great, it’s bliss it’s everything 

you’ve been missing

 You’re not some lonely drone

In a mystical world

You’re just figuring out yourself

Lift up your hands and not the phone

You will be fine on your

Most days I feel okay

Most days I just wanna run away

My emotions are out of whack

Mood swings are my best friend

Some days I wanna jump off a bridge or simply walk the line

I guess its borderline

Some days I feel fine

Today I think its my time

You're weak if you cry

I guess its borderline

I just wanna feel fine

This is too much

I want the help

I want the help

Maybe I can let my guard down

I should trust people

Just put the bottle down

The pills are my only way out

I dont trust anyone now

I just want the help

help me now.

I guess its borderline

Some days I feel fine

Today I think its my time

Your weak if you cry

I guess its borderline

I just wanna feel fine

It's time to fight

Fight the inner entity

Fight the feelings of insecurity

Your urges

your unhealthy choices

Control the borderline

You've got this

The day I met my greatest fear 

is when I decided to block the negative 

I could see in my rear-view mirror. 

As I evolve in this world 

I become more resilient 

I'm racing to the end, and this is only the beginning  

I look at you and think wow, I think this could be it 

the day I met you was the ending to this stitch.

I found myself while trying to fix broken people

trying to find my place this world and be equal 

I dug myself a hole while my heart was repairing itself this

Snow turns into the water 

Grass turns green in the summer

Flowers blossom in the spring 

The world is beautiful with what mother earth is creating. 

Life is so wonderous, curious, and so Idyllic.

people can’t bear to see the beauty of themselves.

As they walk on this earth, 

they take advantage of what beauty they foresee

since the beginning of birth. 

We have something so precious

that is called life, take advantage of it.

 let go of the little things, be authentic

Is it wrong to feel like you don’t belong but when you belong you still feel lost?It almost feels like that you're stuck in some kinda moss, wrapped in a spider web, you just feel locked even inside of your head. 

Your mind is in captivity, you count slowly 1-10 but after your still shaken up not now, not then. 

You keep yourself busy to keep your mind settled off the negative things you keep on thinking.

 its too much for your heart it feels like a Twizzler, twisting and breaking apart. Everything’s too much or not enough you’re still feeling shaken up... 

Done with today, done with yesterday I want this feeling is gone but it’s permanent. grasps your head and scream but still, the feeling is like a fast current.