youve got to be fucking kidding me

um um um

i had an outsiders au where ponyboy goes to liberal college and gets long 70s hair. other things happened but it's funnier if i leave it at thgat.

I am so unbelievably angry with her i cant even put it into words but she will never come back again and even if she did theres absolutely nothing I could do that would make her understand or even care shed just wishy washy her way out of it again like the spineless fuckhead she is. Jesus christ.

why does absolutely everyone do that to me

I was supposed to have so much fun this summer and then move in with my friends and get to have fun every single night I hate her and I hate them and well You know the rest i guess.

someone on reddit said they were really sorry 4 me and that they hoped I was in therapy cause I really sounded like I need it. well What do you know....

and i didnt even do anything wrong with her i played all my cards right juxtaposed to every other relationship . and she still just cannot be bothered to fucking try. what the hell is wrong with her.

why would she tell me she had been avoiding them after hearing they way they treated me Just to do the same thing to me like 2 months after

attempting 2 remain stoic & not cry at work but on my own by the used just came on

horrified & disgusted by the things i allowed at the peak of my desperation. I am a☝️spineless tar pit.

every single idea ive had for what to do with my life my parents dont like and try to convince me to not do it. like okay guys.