𝔣𝔯𝔢𝔢𝔷𝔢𝔡

“you are peculiar.”

we fought for so long, we fought so bravely, now it’s time to wash the blood of our bodies. 

It’s that kind of a night when I don’t know if I should call you or send a bullet through my brain.

But she will follow you everywhere you go, she will watch your back and take all the bullets shot at your head.

the more imperfect we are, the more perfect we seem.to be. But this was never our purpose, all we ever wanted was to be free. And this is what I am with you and with you only. The more tightly you hold onto my hand the more I know I can go anywhere, to any land. I could cross the wildest rivers, step on the thinnest ice, get lost in the woods, I know you wouldn’t let go off my hand for any price. 

We want to grow a pair of wings while we can’t even grow a spine. We want to fly, while we can’t even take a step away. We want to bleed and we want to die, while we can’t even be and feel alive.

“May I slide inbetween your fingers? May walk in between your bones and slide under your tongue, hide in the warmth between the coldest winters?”

no days could be darker than the days without you. 

And I waited till the snow storm was over, and  I waited till my hands got colder. And I waited till I could feel every cell of my being losing the last warmth and the heat. I waited till the pain hit in, I didn’t avoid it. I can’t say it’s better now, but its important to see the extend. 

How does anything make you feel?

How can I make you feel?

How can the wind make you feel?

How do you make yourself feel?

You were the first one that when I cried touched my tears instead of my shoulders.”

“Is this supposed to happen?”

“It happens to me a lot. What do you think it is?”

“Its warm...oh look now it’s up my wrist too!”

“It’s on your eyelids aswell.”

“It’s on your  cheeks too..”

do you really wana go back in time? There im nothing but a shadow and dust. 

sometimes i can feel the taste of the whole milky way on the tip of my tongue. Something like this may bring a smile to my lips.

wake me when you’re still asleep.

all the bright colors around us two, they are so bright because we exist, because we move and kiss.