winter.writess

I was left not with nothing, but with a vacant identity, realizing the heartbreak was less about the person who left and more about how I had dissolved myself until only their reflection remained. Every step I took was a subtle tragedy, as I felt tortured by my own ghost and forced to swallow the obscene taste of a past I swore I'd spit away. The air I took in still tasted like blue tulips just about to wilt. I know the instinct to self-ruin is embedded, but my last resort for breath is now and every moment forward, a crippled excuse to live just a little more, while fighting to reclaim my own colours and prove I am more than the ashes of a shared love.

Watch me love you to the boundaries of this world and into fantasy, watch my love pass by stars, galaxies and even travel worlds. This is the love you were oblivious to.

I have realized that i can't cry over what i can't quantify, i can't wait for you to love me enough. So I'm gonna pour my love into that void. I don't care if its damaged,i don't care if it still remains empty. I'm gonna give all the love you couldn't see.

How does it feel to say i love you and get ignored. That millisecond where all your thoughts die and your heart feels like it can't weigh any heavier. I that heartbreak too.

Constrained by my promises, contained by my will, convoluted by my time, clashing between my love and sense of duty. That's my life

Its easy to let you go, but i think i gonna play it hard and hold on to you.

And i asked the wind why you flew her to me, all that sadness but she came my way.?

Why do i love you? Why break my heart for you when someone else could have? Why sacrifice everything for you? Tell meee!

I saw love in you and i realised that, that kind of love exists only in you.

How do you unlove someone who means the whole world to you ? :(

And all I ever loved was the shades that I saw, the ones that light never reached stayed unknown to me until you turned around and said that it was all a lie

I think that's love. Believing your whole life that someone is out there, and telling yourself that the present is just a sacrifice for finding love.

You think you hurt me. Well no you didn't. I broke the day I met you, cause i knew that i could never be with you.

And i didn't say goodbye because i meant it. My heart ached forever but fate wanted me to part ways with you.

I wish that in another world,another life, you and i aren't scared of our feelings.

Take me where the moon doesn't leave the sky.