Winter's Tale

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As most people feel like love is their weakness. I come to my own conclusions that speaking, to you will give me something I can not explain. I explained it simple you certainly took it well. She only knew how I felt because I have trusted her with my judgement. My mind is clouded around..everything but myself. I can not think, sleep, or even begin to write my book. What can I do to make the ‘feelings’ go away? The feelings that I have are hard to let go. I need to be at peace but unfortunately I can not be. I feel like I am emotionally drained by everything that has happened. The only thing that is racing is the time. I know what I need, must do: let go of you. I believe I met you for a reason and that reason is unexplained. I need to let you go, and face the facts that I need to stick with. Everything was for a purpose. I don’t take anything back, I regret nothing. When it’s over I’ll be definitely out of your way. I promise. I am haunting myself with everything that is getting written down. I know I can not keep this up for a long time in fact: This needs to be stopped. Can you heal a part of me that is lost? What comes next, in sight is out of the question. I just know I still have what I have for you. I always ‘skipped out’ on you. Why? I was afraid you would find out, sure enough you did. I know you don’t care, and neither should I. Right? Wrong. I do care so it means to much to me. I told you you meant something to me. I did not once what it was that you meant to me. I did not make that clear. That is why everything is like that now such a confliction.

My favourite animal in the world are horses. It will forever be horses.