wintergirl

hai my blog is mostly about my ed so if you're in recovery please dni!! block dont report pls

About me: ִֶָ𐀔 𓂃 ࣪˖Vivi ⊹ she/her ⊹ ISFPִ.𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ🪽་༘࿐ I write poetry and draw!

|| movies: Lolita, I believe in unicorns, Secretary, The piano teacher, Bufalo 66, Possession, Midsommar, Mysterious skins (i could go on forever) || books: winter girls, half his age, bones and all, ill eat when im dead, living dead girl, lapvona, no longer human, a certain hunger, sylvia plath || music: lana del rey, alex g, elita, mitski, radiohead, take care, i dont like mirrors, sign crushes motorist

stats!

156cm/5,1ft

sw: 53.7kg

cw: 52.8kg

lw: 40kg

gw1: 40kg

gw2: 35kg

plsplsplsplsplspls i would do anything

destroy me, push me down, hurt me

kick me, kick me till i go numb

make me cry with your words, dont show mercy, lash at me

hit me straight on my face, hit me again on the other cheek, hit me so hard that my brains tremble

tell me how useless i am, tell me how stupid i am, tell me how much more insignificant i am

dont let me sleep, dont let me be, dont let me do anything

kill me slowly with your cruelty, torture the life out of me with your abuse

comment on everything i do and all my faults and get mad at me every time i do something wrong

always remind me of who i am and what my place is, but dont remember my identity, instead shred it into bits and throw it away, so that i will be nothing but your toy

make hearing my name only a reminder so that ill never hear it the same way again

make my name a symbol for a blind dog that is beaten even after it stops whimpering

tie me to the wall and make me perform tricks like a dog