eli

waking up covered in bruises is just common at this point

i genuinely wish i didnt have so much hatred for myself. cause im literally attracted to bigger people but here i am starving myself to death MAKE IT MAKE FUCKING SENSE

i wonder if this girl in my class knows all i do is stare at her and wish i was that skinny, im supposed to be taking notes in lecture but im staring at her boney back😍😍

spring break was awful, i forgot my addys at my apartment so i couldn’t take any, and when i was at home i gained😞😞

no, i know im crazy but am i the only one convincing myself i will be able to stop? like i know im lying to myself but im convinced i will stop once i look perfect (ik it wont ever stop don’t burst my bubble)

imma give up allll my body fat for lent😍😍

one thing an EDsheeran person loves is watching someone else do an eating challenge 😍😍😍

i HATE being honest with my calorie counting app

why am i not losing enough weight 🤔 (i always forget to log the vodka shots i take)