Live your own life.

Hey broski, Gabe. Since this is Tumblr -- I'll say alot more. It's been a year. There is no way I can say everything I've wanted to tell you this past year, in one post, but I'll say some. I miss you but since that day, I've grown so much. We've all grown so much, more than we could have ever imagined. In that sense, it was a blessing in disguise. Even with that though, I'd rather have you here. I know that's selfish, but we really really fucking miss you. Sometimes, we catch ourselves searching/scanning for you in your aacf crowd but then come to the realization that ofc you're not there. There is so much to tell you. I still need to tell you about my boyfriend and have you judge him for approval. Dinner today, I think our cousins were hella judging as we were talking about it. We still need to get boba and bitch about school and how "kwong" like our parents are. (Haha) Whine about the stock market together or nerd about stationary and cameras... There has been so many times this past year that I wanted to hit you up and just talk, talk thru the night about anything and everything. Or just call you to ask for some fashion advice lmao. Jesus Christ dude, there has just been so much. Our messages have all been a walls of texts from me, sometimes just hoping you'd respond but knowing very well that you won't. Missing you just as much as I did exactly a year ago, maybe even more.

I love you, Gabriel.