revel, forevermore

Every friend group HAS to have that one friend that everyone takes turns feeding until they can only speak in whimpers as each person takes turns making fun of them for letting themselves go. It's practically necessary!

Scoff. You guys only fuck with man boobs when they're on a muscular man. Tch. You aren't a real man boob enjoyer unless you fuck with fat man boobs too. You're just a poser. You'll never be able to defeat the demon lord.

Some people will never understand the experience of being 13 in the 2000s and desperately looking up different versions of “fat,” “belly,” and “big belly” on Deviantart.

feeder who's much, much bigger than me using their weight to hold me down and force feed me whenever they want 🩷

Stuck in bed (i mean literally stuck, even rolling over is excruciating) and frankly in a lot of pain. so im dealing with the anxiety of “what if this lasts forever” (it won’t) by once again pretending in my head that actually I’m stuck for Gigantically Fat reasons & that any second now my love will come help me turn over and bring me something yummy to snack on

this is why i do not respect the half-measure feedist acceptance of like, no health play/immobility/death feedism. (Not as in Everyone Has To Like These, but as in, non-feedists and even feedists who don’t accept that part of our scene.) like, I don’t have this thought fully formed but it’s. You want to disavow that kind of feedism (or whtever it is you’ve decided is Too Icky) for being “intentionally disabling yourself” and it’s like, what if I’m already fuckin disabled my dude. what if i already have heart palpitations when i go up stairs and it has nothing to do with my size. what if a power chair is already in my future. like does it not reasonably follow, that if a fat person can love the current state of their body or perhaps even aspire to have more of the socially degraded trait (fatness), that i as a fat disabled person can love the ways i am already fat and disabled and perhaps aspire to more fatness and more disability. I get that that’s not a common outlook okay! but i promise you people feel the same way about others wanting to be fat! if you can reject one societal expectation you can reject another!!

There is no fashion or aesthetic that is "ruined" by being fat, btw

so stupidly horny for the way soft flesh moves, jiggling and bouncing and rippling and swaying

Conservative beauty standards are back with a vengeance which means it's especially important to go out this summer with bellies out and bodies unshaved. Also be unapologetically disabled with mobility aids and wearable medical devices and stim toys and ear defenders and all that stuff. You need it. People need to see it. Everyone needs to be reminded that life is unquestioningly more enjoyable when you're not living inside an arbitrary set of rules created by people who are offended by all the wrong things.