I actually, think Takumi believeās heāll be a horrible father from the get go, not after or before he had Kiragi. Just in general. He knows his view of the world, the view of himself, and those arenāt pleasant views at all. Yes he would try his hardest to make Kiragi/any other children he has happy. He would try so hard to the point that he would lose even more sleep just to make sure they are happy.
However, he also has this nagging feeling that just keeps saying heāll be a horrible father and he shouldnāt be allowed to have a child. To the point that he actually fears getting to close to them cause he believes that if they saw him how he truly was. Someone who was so insecure that they would be jealous of their own children instead of proud. They wouldnāt love him, they wouldnāt want to have anything to do with him. So heās stuck in this constant fear that, itāll take a long time to break out of.
















