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i can’t tell if my shorts are worn out or if i got skinnier

i want people i know to know that this is me, but that’s the last thing i want as well. i want them to know but i don’t want to know that they know

it’s not that i’m apathetic about scars, i do try to hide them, but i still go out in shorts and shit, and people can see. a part of me hopes that they’re oblivious, and another hopes that they connect the dots

it’s hard asf to find a comfy way to sit the day after

does anyone else run their fingers over the texture of the marks like it’s a stim or fidget or is it just me? the marks end up healing slightly raised and almost feel like ribbed clothing to the touch

idk where to be proud that i got termed once because i feel like its finally bad enough