And I thought yesterday was as sad as I could get!

Things were going great until I realized all comedy is just a distraction from how fucked up the world is

Something is very close to breaking

Taking the semester off. I need to get some help.

The smell of cigarettes is starting to get comforting. Definitely need to talk to someone.

I guess I’m back on this site enough to confirm that I’m depressed again so FUCK

I need to stop staying up so late bc I just get depressed for no reason

For some reason last year I didn’t get emotionally attached to any girl I fucked around with and the one time it started to happen I cut it off within like a month to keep it from going too far but for some reason this time I just can’t help but feel like I’m already too attached to this girl. It’s been like a week and this shit is like controlling my moods already and idk if that’s just me being depressed or if it’s just bc I care so much more this time but something is just different and idk if I like it or not like what even is this feeling fuck why am I on fucking tumblr again this can’t be a good sign

Just don’t feel like I’m gonna be where I am for much longer.

hey again haven’t posted in awhile just wanted to check in and say that I’m happy and I have a girl and also that we live in a simulation

Lucid Dreams would sound so fucking funny if a punk kid sang it lol

It’s my birthday tomorrow and my friends have done shit for basically everyone else’s birthday who we’re friends with but they haven’t even mentioned mine and I just kinda feel like they forgot about me and I’m a little sad about it. Currently counting down to midnight alone in my bed watching hockey. Not really how I imagined my first college birthday.