ari.

i lowkey carry within me an ancient sadness

drag path by twenty one pilots this song is simultaneously so big and so small it's so raw and i love it a lot. talking about how even when you're spiraling and falling down you try to leave little clues, drop hints, silently beg for help and pray that someone sees you. and tyler has someone like that, clancy has torchbearer. i hope i get to have a torchbearer someday. someone who is the personification of unconditional love and acceptance, who will always always be there to pick you up when you're down. this story means so much to me mental health truly is a lifelong tension to manage. i hope i can be a bandito for someone and i hope i have a group of them behind me.