a distorted reality is now a necessity to be free

with anything

may 18th i am a sycamore tree in the winter, a porcelain ghost why does the sycamore shed its bark? are we intrigued by that which falls apart? there are no definite answers for me, only theories only “maybes” why does the sycamore shed its bark? because it is falling apart because there is black in its heart —- may 19th I remember how he broke me then left me there to bleed I remember choking on screams I remember nothing but once you fall asleep it comes back to me and it haunts me and it wants me and I slip away I keep quiet, suppress it from the surface I fall onto my knees I hold up myself again or what is left of me

is it repetitive, the way you live?

2017 is all about watermarking my photos correctly so people dont steal my shit anymore

I don’t even know what to say because today was so fucking beautiful it was unreal.

What's your damage, Heather?

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Mermaids (1990)

“New York’s premiere blues-punk noisemakers, The Jon Spencer Blues Explosion, will return to record racks next week with a new album, “Acme,” but you won’t see the band doing their thing on MTV any time soon. Instead, you’ll see Winona Ryder as frontman Jon Spencer, “Saving Private Ryan’s” Giovanni Ribisi as guitarist Judah Bauer, and “Boogie Nights’” John C. Reilly as drummer Russell Simins in the band’s new video, “Talk About The Blues.” The clip turns around the old soundtrack video formula as the actors belt out the song while the real band stomps through scenes apparently lifted from a crime thriller.” - MTV News (October 12, 1998)