Hi.. Long time no see, maybe about 3-4 months hihi And a month ago, we met again in the different situation from the last meeting on December. Yaaahh we're not together anymore wkwk. Ya I know it doesn't funny, and actually it still hurts me everytime I thought of it. I just want to share, and I don't know for sure for whom I will share this, and who will wasts her/his times to read this random text? 😁 We broken up on february, right? I'm not sure I remember that "accident". Haha just kid, how can i forget that?😹 After that "accident", we're not longer sending a texts, chats, etc. You don't want to know about me anymore, and how about me? I just still want you to come back to me so I'm crying as usual wkwk but for that month, only on february-march maybe hehe And when April comes... Before 14th april, "our 3rd failed Anniversary", you called me suddenly. I was shocked hahahhhh how can you called me again and you said that you're blamed on yourself about that "accident" and you said sorry. oh are you kidding me? I loved youuu but you just threw me. And you sent me your selfie and you tell me about your daily acts. For what? You just hurt me again, you know? When I finally open my heart for you again, you don't want to enter it. You said that you're confused about your feelings which not only for me but also for her. I think you still in love with me, but you don't want to let her go and choose come back to me. So you go away from me again so you can't hurt anyone of me and her. But don't you know? You come back to me to say sorry just like that, you look like give me a hope and you have succesed to hurt me? As you know, I can't get off of you. And I have beg you but you still want to go. Okey. For the second times, I let you go again. And now we're not longer sending texts, chats, selfies or calls at night and I didn't know your daily at Nangor. Is everything at there running ok? Are you fine?😢 Hfft I just need to adapt this situation again. I'm fine.. I knew your condition, I knew our condition, if we decide to get back, maybe we'll have many problem. And finally we just can hurt each other. Ya maybe because the long distance between us or our commit that we've broken. Even when I heard your name, it still hurts me. Not only that, but everytime I still remember about us in the past, and I still cry or just can smile for that memories which comes suddenly. But actually I can and I will be fine at all. You can believe me, mr. B. So, you will be fine too, right? Thankyou for everything. I was happy with you 😄
