I dey suffer add meaning my lyf

this past weekend I was goin thru sooo much bodily grief, jus to find out it was the passing of a very dear elder of mine. My art dad… now that the news has caught up to my body and senses, it’s like I’ve been struck with divine clarity, even for all the tears I been shedding, today I gave thanks that I’m in good health and strength to be able to accomplish everything on my list. I also wanna credit my yoga n pilates for being a spiritually grounding practice. Dis morning after n during yoga, I felt like Kevin Gates, jus keeping on keeping on.

local thrift put everything on 50% off, already it’s soo cheap but wow I jus got like one top and 4 dresses for less than 15!!! Grateful 444 da thrift gods it’s been such a crazy n heavy week

thank goodness I’m not a Pisces 😭

idk where I saw or read or heard dis but it’s something about sometimes the best part of today being tomorrow and truly that’s been helping a lot. Today may not make sense but there’s always tomorrow for rebirth

bein raised on the continent, I literally grew up round a whole community of ppl, it was dangerous on certain occasions but all in all, it has shaped such a broad identity within myself, many manyyyy had a role in my upbringing and truly it isn’t natural for me to be in solitude away from other spirits. It’s weird how the internet has made a substitute for that and as much as I’m grateful for alll the ppl I get to connect with on the web, I’m quite fatigued by it. Or rather, I’m fatigued by dis device. I don’t know the consequences of knowin dis many ppl online, but I’m sure there’s some lolll. It’s too much, jus prayin for dis journey of safely materializing my collectives

u kno it’s deep when I hit mama up tellin her to pray for me 😭 she’s sent me a bible verse n everything, imma read it tho

anotha sisss surprising me with a visit dis week, more reasons to live fr :)))) thank u mmiri, for always answering my desires

I wanna dress n look like bougainvillea against a sunset