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Days are filled around constant grind with only thoughts about her! While there's constant battle around incapacity to break the ice against hope with the future, the occasional random posts gives a glimpse into interpreting what she intends to convey and that just keeps the flame flickering!

The limerence you went through for years, losing all hope of there ever could be someone, And this one girl just takes you by storm! It’s not the beauty! Of course she is beyond what God has ever intended, but it’s her soul, and I know so because of the energy I feel around her. Even with the lack of complete awareness about her, just the thought of her, shines a bright light through the sliver of thin line in the cosmos! My God! Is she that astounding! You damn sure she is!

I know she is the one, because her thought inspires me to write, bring out words I could never put together in a simple way! Not even an inspiration, it’s a burst of energy, that despite the thought about the unfortunate reality of chance that you might fall out, she makes me feel that I continue to write, that despite the Nihilist at heart, she drives me to seek beyond the understanding, that despite knowing we are bound by vocabulary, she stirs me up to spill every thought into existence!

It’s that feeling, where there are these somber melancholic days of going through the ghosting and then just a text, oh my oh! the spirit just rejoices with such gladness you never knew you could feel a nectar!

There might be times where you are sure no one is gonna knock the sense out of your mind, but then this one person comes in like the great winds high up in the mountains where the cold just freezes you out, only here it’s them frozen in your mind! |ColdBreeze