Why Ask Whye

Overly Attached Dorito

What do you find hope in if you feel no connectivity with your family because you’ve been abandoned. What do you find hope in when you realize most of your friends and those you’ve gotten close to care only about themselves, and you understand you are not an authentic concern to them. What do you find hope in when your entire daily journey, from wake to rest, is filled with anxiety, questioning, instability, and anger? Anger is created from fear. What are you afraid of? What am I afraid of? I’m afraid of never knowing the truth, what’s real, what’s normal, and most importantly, what the answer is… I don’t have answers, i’m still searching. I make that decision every day. I say decision, a decision to not give up on myself or my life, rather a decision to find out why despite any adversity I’ve had thrown at me. That’s what hope is to me. You can still lead a positive life, with a negative mind. So many questions in life, sometimes hope is all we have to hold on to until we truly figure out the answers for ourselves.     

“i fuckin asked u what ur favourtie part of the day was”