but i bet we’d have really good bed chem, meiyok ⊹₊⟡⋆
g!p idol!megan skiendiel x fem!reader
listening to .ᐟ. . . SUBSTANCE
♪‧₊˚ summary : you’ve known megan for what feels like forever as her childhood bestfriend, though being occupied with katseye, somewhere in the quiet air and soft glances, it becomes clear that those feelings were always meant to be love.
♪‧₊˚ content/tags : fluff & smut, childhood bsf!fem reader, comfort sex, soft dom!reader, unprotected sex, lovergirl!megan, literally just soft and pure loving smut, silly loser!megan, riding, handjob, tummy bulge cause she’s just so big :c, overstimulation, bestfriends to lovers, sub!megan, both of you need eachother BADLY, roblox mention, love confession, kiss hungry!fem reader
observing megan was the easiest part, but when it came to her training with the girls, she really puts her dedication and hard work to be able to perform properly. you’ve always been there for her ever since you guys were little and you absolutely loved the fact that you two were always together.
you came there for her practices, but then again you weren’t able to interact with her that much. you’d always take her out to subtle dates right after but nowadays she always passes on the offer since she still has things to attend to, it makes you feel sentimental how you both can’t spend time like how you did back then.
she’d always perform with her best and impress the crowd. even if she’s in a different state, or even thousands of kilometers away from you, you would always adore her stunning beauty each time she performs. but other than being an idol, she finally has time on her hands that she wants to spend with you.
she finally came back home and texted you that she was planning to see you, your body tenses up, and a sudden rush of anxiousness fills your thoughts about what you’d guys would bond about again, spending time with her always felt so quick, done in a flash– but this time was completely different, she was going to supposedly sleep over your place.
both of you haven’t done that in so long, especially meeting up again after her just recent tour, and of course sharing those fleeting moments together mean the whole world to you. you could feel your heart flutter, thinking about her again made you smile like an idiot who was stupidly excited to see her.
sitting alone in your living room, the afternoon is slowly giving in to evening, the sun’s hitting an angle where everything looks dipped in honey. your curtains half-opened, coming back to your senses when you hear a knock at your door, it was megan.
your eyes face toward the door, then shift your weight, palms pressing down on the couch cushions as you rise, getting up from your couch to finally see her, you open the door and there she was, your eyes widen when she had prepared gifts for you. heat pooled low beneath your skin, blushing at her kind yet warm gesture.
in her hands were flowers and a box of chocolates.
you couldn’t help but hug her immediately, a ‘woah!’ in sudden surprise, “megs! i missed you so much.” you place your hands on her neck then pulling away, noticing how close you two were made your heart race, your eyes attention diverting from hers in quick embarrassment.
“i missed you too y/n, i’m sorry i haven’t been able to see you lately–“ stepping inside your house, placing her shoes by the doorstep,when she saw your humiliated expression, a quiet, amused chuckle slipped from her lips, letting the familiar warmth of the place settle over her.
she then shuts the door for you, immediately hurrying over to your counter-table to place her gifts, you’re left in awe when she remembered your favorite type of chocolate, just the way you like it, the cute knowing smile you know on her face starts to show, revealing those familiar whisker dimples of hers. she just treasures how much you love receiving gifts from her.
the flowers, wrapped neatly with care similar to a bouquet, a wonderful set of pink tulips that arose a honey-like fragrance, the scent drifting through the air. “i can’t believe you got all of this for me..” you approach her closer and place your hands on her waist, a familiar feeling of that fluttering tension between you two, but who cares? you haven’t seen your bestfriend in weeks and it was time to spend the whole day with her.
“of course, i wanted to come here and make the most of my time.” she placed a gentle hand on your head then she slowly runs her fingers through your hair, a quiet smile tugging at her lips, without even thinking, your head tilted, coming to rest on her shoulder.
“oh!– i’ll get you milk too, to pair with the chocolates!”
she suddenly exclaimed, her voice in excitement. lifting her hand from your head, those fingertips lingering a second longer than they needed to. while she was getting you a glass of milk, you lean on the table slightly, admiring her figure.
you thought about how far she’d come and how much she'd grown into herself even more, the soft pink streaks in her hair glinted under the kitchen light as she stood, reaching up to open the cabinet, the hem of her shirt lifting just slightly, revealing skin right above her waistband, you knew it was unintentional, but enough to draw your eyes.
when she turns her head back at you she catches you gawking, a smirk can clearly be seen on her face, shrugging it off as she gets you your glass of milk. “i really like when it’s paired together—“ a quick pause, “i like when we’re paired together.”
you immediately turn red, face flushing up when she exclaims relating the chocolates and the milk together, “i like when we’re paired together too, megs.” leaving a smile at her. she absolutely adores you whenever she sees that you’ve got a big grin on your face, giving you a pat on the back.
“well, should we play some video games?!” her tone in excitement, you’ve known since back then megan was an avid gamer, couldn’t leave her desk playing fps games or being competitive on roblox, it was one of her cutest traits ever, sometimes you felt like she could even be a streamer at some point and everyone would be watching her.
you nod quickly, eyes bright in approval, you pull your laptop closer, both of you taking a seat by the table as you enjoy eating the chocolates she gave you, playing roblox, 99 nights.
her eyes fixated on the screen. there was a calm focus in the way she looked at both you and the laptop, occasionally giggling due to the game she was playing, you didn’t pay that much attention to it until she ‘crashes’ out for dying in the game.
enjoying your milk and chocolates, with time passing by you catch her staring at your eyes, captivated. supposedly she was just going to tell you something but got caught up with the way your gaze turned to her, a small ‘oh!’ comes out from her mouth not realizing she had been looking at you for at least 10 seconds.
time started to pass more than you realized. hours slipped by like minutes as the two of you laughed talked about everything you both missed out on and played without a care in the world.
the game became background noise after a while, there wasn’t any pressure the more you talked, no awkward pause. just silence, but it was comforting. with her, this kind of effortless connection made time feel irrelevant. you didn’t want this moment to ever end.
“hey megs,” tapping her shoulder to gain her attention, as she responds with a quick ‘yeah?’, shifting your chair closer to her. “this would be our second time sharing the same bed, are you not nervous?” you ask, curious what she prefers.
“not really.. but it’s been a while, hasn’t it?” she glanced over at you, her head tilting slightly. “as long as you’re not gonna disturb me when i’m sleeping…” focusing back at the game.
it took you a couple of minutes to get tired of the mechanics with her, repetitive and hunting just to defeat a deer in the game was not it for you two. “you know what— do you just wanna watch a movie at this point?” closing the tab on your laptop, “definitely.. my back hurts from trying to keep our camp together..”
it wasn’t too soon to be on your couch together with megan, picking a random bad horror movie. the two of you had settled in close, the soft glow of the TV that flicker across your faces.
it was cold, a bit distant from her, the movie wasn’t the best but you tried your best to pay attention to it, even if it was lame, you could observe megan having even more adorable smiles that could be seen, her smile was so warming it made your heart melt.
“this movie kinda sucks,” you said with a laugh, breaking the silence. in a shock she looks at you confused, moving over to your place on the couch, scooching a bit closer, fidgeting with your fingers until,
“i think this movie is actually really good—“
a jumpscare flashes across the screen, loud and sudden. she jolts beside you, and instinctively, your hands collide. it takes you a split second to realize you’re basically holding hers, and another to realize she hasn’t pulled away.
there’s that distinctly strange, electric moment where you both pause, not paying attention to the movie, then she lets out a short, nervous laugh, breaking the tension. “oooh, haha.. awkward.. i didn’t mean to.. grab you..” she says, her voice a little shaky.
without a single thought in your head, you pull her closer, feeling the softness of her body against yours. a lighthearted hug at first to steady her. but as the boring horror movie continues, your arm drifts around her waist, pulling her into a more comfortable position. she settles into your arms, her head resting against your chest. just like that, the movie is no longer the most important thing after all. it was just the two of you, lost in the warmth.
you catch your chest tightening, unfamiliar. the way your pulse quickens, the way you can’t seem to think of anything else except her. it’s almost like time slows down, in that still moment, you blur the lines between what you want to say and what you think you should say.
you lowly whisper, “i care about you alot, megan. like, i worry too much sometimes about when we’re separated.” she looks up at you— confused all of a sudden, “i care about you too, y/n.. what’s wrong?” her hand reaching for the TV remote and pausing what you guys were watching.
the way she said it was genuinely concerned, you’ve never really reminded her something that intensely. but there was that feeling where you didn’t want this time to ever end, you love each and every minute you’re together. she fixes herself, shifting on the couch once again, sitting normally, hands on the edge of the couch cover.
“it’s nothing, i’m kind of tired right now.. we can sleep in a bit.”
you stand up in a hurry, your hands getting that close were risky, a faint ‘wait’ of hers, you find yourself inside of your room alone, analyzing what you’ve been feeling. not the best place to be alone but you feel like you didn’t just want to be friends with megan.
a fast knock on your door, desperate yet sharp. “what did i do wrong y/n? tell me, please.” you could hear her voice break for a second but you open the door cautiously, “i told you it’s nothing like— we can go to sleep right now.”
her hand scratching her head in frustration, but you just agree that basically happened between you two out of nervousness and panic. time passes by pretty quickly, the room was dimly lit, just the hum of the air conditioning filling the silence between you two.
you both get into the same bed, that thought alone made you flustered, both stuck in a heavy situation, you’re both under the same blanket laying down next to each other.
“um.. goodnight, megs.” you say awkwardly, “y-yeah! goodnight to you too..” you both then face the opposite directions. laying comfortably on different sides of your king-sized bed, though it feels impossibly wide tonight. outside, the streetlights filter through the blinds, visible light that could be seen on the ceiling. everything is stable, but your thoughts aren’t, they kept pacing which each minute goes by.
a few minutes pass. then 30 minutes.
you could keep hearing megan move around the blanket and opening her phone time to time since she wasn’t on silent. you shift slightly, pulling the blanket closer, one leg sticks out, the blanket is too warm, you try closing your eyes.
thinking impatiently, you could hear a subtle rustle of the sheets, she rolls over on her back, “hey,” she whispers, her voice barely louder than the air of the AC that’s been humming. you stay where you are, trying to stay warm and cozy.
“yeah?” replying softly, your throat tightens a little. not ready for her response especially things ended so abruptly. she speaks, but louder this time that it was somewhat audible. “i can’t seem to fall asleep…”
you could hear her shift even more, trying to get herself in a better position like this, you eventually also roll on your back and stare at the ceiling with her. “i can’t seem to fall asleep either.” your hands that rest on your stomach start to fidget in nervousness again.
there’s more silence, but now it’s completely different, thicker from the tension there is in the room. you could feel it pulsing in your chest. but then she moves closer to you, staring at you right next to her, you move your position back at her to face her.
“i— i don’t know if i should say this but it’s bothering me alot.” it’s quiet again, but it’s not stable. you can feel the way the room shifts. not with movement, but with meaning. her eyes meet yours with enticing warmth.
“i love you, y/n— god— i’m sorry i shouldn’t have said that—“ you pull her into a kiss, you longed for her. you knew you felt the same, it was just a short moment of time to finally express these feelings together. your kiss was passionate, filled with love and affection, she pulls you in closer, practically holding you as tight as possible. she didn’t want you to leave in her sight. pulling away from the short yet sweet kiss, you place soft kisses on her neck.
each and every single one that leaves on her skin, so delicately. you could hear her whine out something, it wasn’t as distinct but you couldn’t comprehend it. “w-wait.. fuck..” you could feel her heat, the way her body reacted to each touch you gave her, it felt right. pouncing right on top of her.
your silhouette could be seen at the side of the room, on her lap. definitely with each friction and movement you made— kissing her neck all over had something growing underneath. her girthy cock, aroused and erect just from small tiny kisses that you plant on her neck. she breathes, heavily this time, wanting you to take your time with each kiss you leave on her.
slowly but gently your hand makes it down to her pants, just right outside of her boxers, stroking the outline that’s bulging in there, steadily with each movement in your hand that makes her bite her lip even harder. her eyes completely shut, embracing the pleasure with your tease, “fuck, i love it when you do it like that…” her whimpers that echo around the room makes it harder for you to breathe properly, purely aroused yourself.
taking off her sweats and boxers with your hands, sprang forth was her hard and erect cock that was twitching already for more of your touch, her shaft that was visibly veiny in this dim light. her tip that was practically already red, leaking pre-cum everywhere on her dick. placing your hand on her shaft and starting from the bottom of her length to her tip, squeezing it intentionally when it reaches her needy tip.
“right there, yes— please..” her moans get louder with each light stroke you give, your other unoccupied hand traces on her waistline, lifting her shirt and caressing her waist, up to her breasts. you could feel a distinct long vein in her cock whenever you reach her tip gets you even more feral for her to be inside you right now. feel each and every one inside your tight and needy cunt.
“tell me, how does it feel, my love?” you breathe out heavily, trying to catch some air from your own arousal killing you, you wanted her to feel everything. her body was addicting, getting tied down to intimacy was all you needed with her right now. “it feels so, so so good.. i need you.” she hisses out right after.
fucking her slow and seeing her all under your control was all you needed to increase the pace even more. her moans got louder, with each and every whimper her cock would twitch in pleasure, you knew she was on the verge of cumming. “a-ah, i’m close— i’m close.. please…” her breathing turning louder, heart thumping in the same way.
that was her only signal that she obeyed to do so, that familiar build-up reaches her as she comes to her orgasm. cum spilling all over her shirt, white and thick ropes that come out from the tip, sticky and fluid. her cock twitching with each thick rope that she spurts out has you feeling addicted. “shit, haah—“ it wasn’t too late for you to already have your panties out of the way and pants off, straddling yourself on her length.
“w-wait i—“ your pussy engulfing the heat of her length was enough for her to groan loudly in overstimulation, slowly taking her big length, showing a visible tummy bulge. “look, my love.. you’re filling me up so fucking well..”
when you finally take her all in, you ride her slow, lovingly and passionately. your slick mixing with her cock, her shaft could be seen wet from your juices, she’s too big that you could definitely feel like she was hitting your cervix already. but you loved every moment of it, savoring the slow yet shallow thrusts when you ride her.
“i love you- i love you, i love you, megs.. so good for me.”
your pace gets more hungry, more desperate for her to fill you up, you can’t help but lay your head down at her chest. your hands gripping on your sheets from her length that kept penetrating you so nicely, “i love you too, i love you more than anything— shit, you wrap around me so well..” her hands place on your back, holding you tight and safe in her arms.
she can’t help but place a finger on your clit, circling around it slow then fast, you let out a screamed out moan in her fingers that make you feel insane, her other hand pats on your back and keeps you close, she doesn’t want the moment to end. the warmth of her cock fucks your pussy so well that it makes your brain repeat her name over and over again.
squeezing down on her hard length, your tight wet cunt felt so used, full of her, you could feel your own orgasm almost reach you like a truck— “i’m close, cum with me, my love.” nodding frantically, both of you paces stay slow and controlled, wanting to feel both of your release deeply.
it didn’t take long for her to cum inside you, hips bucking up and slowly riding her orgasm out, warm ropes that shoot inside of your pussy that felt satisfying as your body shudders in the cold air, your orgasm followed right after. still thrusting slow and deep inside you, when you sit and fix your posture, throwing your head back, her hand places on the bulge of her cock on your stomach.
it was an amazing and otherworldly night for the both of you. it was the moment that didn’t feel real like something that came out of a dream, barely remembered when you didn’t realize your eyes had shut, but too vivid to be forgotten.
suddenly, you were both bare naked next to each other, right all under the blanket, when your eyes fluttered open, hers was already looking at you. no words to be told, just that soft gaze of hers, eyes filled with a kind of wonder from last night. for a moment, nothing else existed, only the two of you smiling both like idiots, when sunrise came up.
her hands found yours under the blankets, fingers intertwining with yours instinctively. it had always been that way, it was pure love between you two.
we’d just have really good bed chem.
