Philophobic

Another life update 🏵️

Being around today was bittersweet. The joy was amazing to see, and feel, but I know we’re still hittin from our losses. To lose my cousin and uncle months apart…devastating is the word that comes to mind.

I drown it out with the weed and going out with my friends, but I never fully confront it…or at least successfully. Like I sit with my emotions, but sometimes it’s hard cause folks are always like “don’t let it consume you”; and if you felt as deeply as I did, you’d find it difficult to not

It’s been entertaining watching these niggas stress for help when it comes to social media, as well as watching this specific nigga complain he feels like we’re behind. Unfortunately, honey, that’s the band and we knew that. You decided to still be ill prepared and not take my advice. You decided that everything will work itself out; or it was simply that you didn’t have the time to focus on this.