falling up

I shouldn't have left you... I miss this place. A lack of mindfulness and being in touch with myself has led me astray. More posts soon...❤️️

I must admit...it's been a while since I've posted anything but there is a particular something that has caught my eye, again, and I have got to shout it out...Even though I have an assignment due tomorrow... Recently a young lady from Illinois graduated from college with her Accounting degree. This young lady has a three-month-old little girl whom she breastfeeds. After her graduation she takes a picture with her daughter latched on to her breast and it's posted on the ever-so-loved Facebook. HELL...BREAKS...LOOSE... 'Scuse the French but FUCK IGNORANT AMERICA!!! Why is it that you give these women flak because they feed these children?! Not "these women," but us...I am one of these mothers!!! You talk down and about us providing for our babies and tell us to "cover yourself up. no one wants to see your ashy tits or that nasty ass shit. im talking to you, idiot...how fucking tacky."--Dexter Ragdoll on the Black Women do Breastfeed group page. However, you find socially acceptable for broads to be posting their perfectly augmented breasts and buttocks. You guys are okay with that?! A lactating breast and a sexual breast are NOT THE SAME!!! WE HAVE A PURPOSE, DAMMIT!!! S...M...H... Mind you I wouldn't go as far as posting a nursing Whitney on Facebook but I have never had a problem breastfeeding in public. ESPECIALLY when I am backed up by Louisiana law. La. Rev. Stat. Ann. § 51. 2247.1 (2001) states that a mother may breastfeed her baby in any place of public accommodation, resort, or amusement, and clarifies that breastfeeding is not a violation of law, including obscenity laws. (2001 HB 377) :-) So tell me I can't feed my baby girl while we're sitting at Olive Garden or Friday's or Macaroni Grill...Tell me I'll have to go to the bathroom for her to eat. YOU carry your shit and go eat in the bathroom. Tell me I'll have to go to the car to feed her...YOU take your shit and sit in that car that's hot as sin and eat!!! I SWEAR TO GOD I WILL HAVE SHREVEPORT TIMES, KSLA, KTBS, KTAL AND WHOMEVER ELSE I CAN CALL TO BE OUT THERE ON SITE. There will definitely be problems... I'm done...

I feel tired. Large. Tired. Out of shape. Tired. Hungry...I just feel terrible right now and I really am ready for May so this can pass... :-(

It’s all we need…

Monday-No A/C Tuesday-A battle with several ant colonies...It was victorious, I'm hoping... Wednesday-N.A.S. What's understood doesn't have to be explained. Hands washed. I'm done.

Just feel kinda lost...

I haven't even been on a deployment yet. Six years and I'm burned out. Kinda regretting that extension...