White Male Submission

Hi Readers,

Goddess and I had a groundbreaking conversation today. She revealed to me her interested in toilet/poop play. I must admit, I was intrigued. For example, I’ve had a long-standing curiosity about what it would be like to submit to a Mistress by being pooped on. It’d be such an intense act of domination on her part. She, however, told me that she likes the feeling of being “cleaned up” after using the bathroom; that it’s intimate, and that she’s never felt closer to a partner than after they cleaned her up in that way. That it’s an incredibly personal and meaningful experience. Now I must say that after she put it in those terms, there was nothing more I wanted to do in that moment than lick Goddess until she felt absolutely clean. I expressed a worry about the taste, and a concern that I might gag. She said she’d be surprised if I didn’t gag! At this moment I felt certain that I had to try it. I imagined myself gagging, vomiting even, at the taste and smell of Goddess’ fresh poop; but I also imagined how intensely erotic and submissive it would be to push through the pain and continue serving her, despite the disgust. What an act of loyalty! There’s something so incredibly primal about it. I’d be reduced to a feral animal. I also, of course, didn’t want to deprive Goddess of anything she wanted. 

I did some research, however, and now I’m quite worried about poop play. A number of medical experts warn against it, citing the risk of various types of infection: shigella, campylobacter, salmonella, and E.coli, for example. It can also put people at risk for parasites, and can cause diarrhea, abdominal pain and cramping, bloody stool, fever, and nausea. Finally, Hepatitis A and E can be transmitted through fecal matter. After reading all this, I decided I’m not comfortable with the idea of licking Goddess’s butt clean after she poops. But admitting this to myself was incredibly disappointing. I worried I was failing her, but then I remembered that she agreed that my health is more important than anything, so I am fairly confident that she will understand. At the same time, I just don’t want to let her down. I’m hoping she’ll consider other types of poop play with me. For example, she might let me clean her up with wet wipes after using the toilet, or she might hop in the shower and let me clean her gently with soap and water. After the initial cleaning, I could also give her a secondary cleaning with my tongue for good measure. I’d also be happy to watch her poop, or have her poop on me if she ever wanted to. 

I want to explore the notion of treating a Mistress’s fluids (her urine, sweat, spit, ejaculate, menstrual blood, etc.) as forms of sacred fluids that can be offered to the submissive. As you know, my Goddess and I have bonded over our mutual interest in the ritualistic drinking of urine. We’ve proposed a dynamic in our pending relationship wherein we set up a predetermined time and date for me to consume her urine. It would be a special act that would allow her to assert her dominance on a regular basis. It would also allow me to showcase my submission and express my devotion to her. I imagine it could work in a variety of ways. She could have me come over and lie down on the floor while she squats over me. She could urinate in a jar and have me drink it in front of her, while I’m on my knees, maintaining eye contact with her throughout the drink. It’s really up to our imagination. The most important aspect of it, though, is that it reinforces the D/s bond between us.  

After doing some Google searching on this topic using various keywords (e.g., “urine drinking”, “sacred fluids”, “tantric urine ritual”, “erotic urine”, “erotic fluids”, “sacred fluid drinking”, and so on) I felt like I had to share just a few of my findings. I hope you find them interesting as well. 

1. Practical Tips for Drinking Urine

It seems that the body flushes out a lot of bacteria during the first couple of seconds of urination, which is why most urine lovers start drinking mid-stream. This seems like a sensible practice. It’s also obvious that the one urinating should be very well hydrated, to reduce the risk of bacteria and to enhance the flavor of the urine. I’ve also read that fruit juices consumed about an hour before the ritualistic drinking can significantly enhance the urine’s flavor. 

2. Drinking Female Fluids in Sacred Traditions

I’ve read a few commentators refer to the first incident of urine drinking as a “Baptism,” which sounds wonderfully spiritual and very much in line with my vision of drinking my Goddess’s urine as a way to worship her. Every subsequent consumption of urine should be treated like a weekly Eucharist, similar to the weekly Catholic ritual. It seems that various traditions think of ritualistic urine drinking as a deeply spiritual act that reinforces and preserves the submissive’s status as a slave. Rasa Tantra, for example, refers to the practice of drinking urine for physical and spiritual purification. In one book, “Women, Androgynes, and Other Mythical Beasts,” the author writes the following: “In Tantric rituals, where female seed...is procreative and magical, the adept drinks not only semen but menstrual blood. This ceremony, in which the deity is said to enter into the ingested fluids, may be seen as a kind of prasada or eucharist, albeit in an esoteric version.” I do love the concept of my Goddess as a deity, whose own essence is inherent in the urine that she offers to me.