Yapping Session

sometimes I wonder who I would’ve been if I’ve never gotten bullied. Would I have the same hobbies? Same insecurities? Who could’ve I’ve have been if no one stunted my growth and forced me in a shell of a person?

I would’ve showed up more to school, I skipped a lot of school just to avoid the people that bully me. I think I could’ve walked around more in public without fear of someone humiliating me,

I liked taking walks. I really did, until someone I didn’t even know began yelling insults at me when I walked to the hair salon. It was humiliating, I cried in the salon chair.

I think I would’ve been more confident, I can barely look at myself without feeling bile coming up my throat.

I also think id take less medications but I’m not sure if some of my health problems came from the bullying, it might’ve caused it.

Well, I don’t know why I got bullied so severely. The teachers knew for years about it but didn’t do anything, why?

The mess I am today could’ve been prevented if someone just did something, anything.

“they probably have it bad at home and act out” I didn’t want to be their outlet for their frustration, I am not a teaching aid.