whisky

i am the diamond glints on snow, the golden highlights of grain freshly harvested. i am the color of a wet tennis court and the color of skin through light. i am the glitter in cheap perfume. i am dappeled sunlight through trees. i am the best part of the song, the sound of a little girls laughter, i am the trees in autumn turning yellow.

if humans aren't supposed to travel, why is there planes?

if humans aren't supposed to eat, why is there food?

you are not pretty and special to them

they want you for themselves

not you for you

they do not care about you

i know life has not treated you well enough

that you need a 50 year old man to feel validated

but what are you trying to escape?

true love?

from people who care?

or love and lust

you pity the moth for confusing the lamp for the sun

everything that has existed will always exist

that means you are still here

somewhere

you are matter in the universe

i left forever

i deleted every photo we had together

every social media post

every memory i had of you

the only thing that i have left of you

is roblox screenshots from 2022

labeled- "bFfS FoReVeR"

if i knew forever would have a timelimit

i wouldn't have rushed you

because life with you was wonderful

i would and i wouldn't stop

i miss you so much it hurts

i know you hate me for the wrong reason

and i know you miss me too

i wish i could tell you that the kiss wasn't mutual

and it was love

i love you

i thought i'd never see her again until she turned straight and dated a ph addict. she loved that greasy dude more then she loved me. i miss her.

she might even read this poem. if youre out there- i love you so much. i wish i still wanted you. i wish i still craved you like i once did.

and i dont love her anymore- but i once did love her.

"you passed away on march 23. early.

which means if i went back to my hometown which is 3 hours behind- you would still be alive.

you are building and decorating your future instead of fighting it.

i understand you, putting yourself down in order to be loved. but love should not be extracted from hate.

being a girl will get you nowhere in life, except maybe under a mans boot pregnant with triplets.