Soli Deo Gloria

unprompted btw.

1. Mindy, I know your mom passed away when you were little, but my parents were never home growing up because we were poor and that’s worse.

2. I think people with depression are weak and lazy. 

3. You think you talk to people Mindy. I talk to 100s of people a day and they all say you need therapy. 

4. Do you know why I wanted you to talk to _____. It’s because I told him everything. I talked so much shit about you to him and do you know what he said? He said that “You were too much.”

5. It’s fine Mindy, I’ll just never send you anything funny ever again.

6. Why would you even say that to me? It’s like insulting to think that I would try to hurt you.

7. You made me do this.

8. If we break up, you’ll just be a distant memory and it’ll all be like this didn’t happen.

9. I had to say that. It was the only way you would leave me alone.

10. I said that to hurt you. You know how when you are hurt, you want someone to hurt the same way you did?

I also want to take notice that, it’s not that other person would make me happier or that I’d have more fun with them. It just means that my anxiety is acting up and their presence satiates that fear of abandonment.