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I just want to die.

I don’t like where I come from, I don’t like who I am and I don’t like where I’m headed. I just want to die. I’ve cut ties with most people in my life, have given up on being an active member of society. I don’t like society anyway, it makes me want to die. Everything around me makes me want to die. I need a break from my brain, take it out of me and just breathe.

I just want to die. But even in death I would just be a problem, a burden on others. I am a waste of money, so much money, and time and space and resources. I will never be able to make up for that. I want to die but in reality I just want to have never been born.

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“Sometimes, all you can do is lie in bed, and hope to fall asleep before you fall apart.”

— William C. Hannan

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wow i just cant take this anymore *continues to take it*

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I’m not used to being loved. I wouldn’t know what to do.

- F. Scott Fitzgerald

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“I don’t hate you, but i’m done investing my time in you.”

— (hatin)

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it’s safe to assume that at any given moment i want to go back to bed

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And it’s Day 0. Again.

#tw #selfharm #cutting

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And again

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And again.

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And again. (09/06/20)

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You ever on the verge of fucking up? And you hover there for a day.. a week, maybe even two. And you know exactly what you’re going to feel the second you give into that feeling. It’s going to be epic... epically euphoric and epically disappointing.

#selfharm #cutting #selfharrrm

I’m standing still in time. People are walking by me and the world’s moving on but I am frozen. I can feel the weight of depression literally pushing down on my shoulders, making me just a tiny little nothing. Every movement requires tremendous amounts of energy and I have no idea how to move faster with more life. Everything’s just so heavy and my eyes are just so tired. I’m just going to sleep a little, here on this bench overlooking the life.

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And it’s Day 0. Again.

#tw #selfharm #cutting

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And again

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And again.

whateverfuckingdisorder

And it’s Day 0. Again.

#tw #selfharm #cutting

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And again

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