talking fish heads

love patients not respecting me and joking about things that make me feel like shit thinking i shouldn’t be offended because i’m a woman or something

now i’m sad i didn’t sign up for artfight even though i didn’t and don’t have any free time in june and july

why is tomodachi cdream discussing suicide options with me

maybe i should participate in artfight next year since they allow using fandom character designs

i know they’re going to make me do some stupid bullshit at work when i’m at my angriest

cpunz got so used to dying when in cdream’s company during their experiments, that in the absence of the latter he seeks out exdee, as the mere presence of a god means a likely death

being next to a god should feel like staring into the abyss of an endless ocean and it staring back at you, like looking at the machine made of many exposed moving parts and wondering what would happen if you stuck your hand there

i’ll need to spend the one month of my summer vacation rewatching dsmp vods to not feel stupid when i talk about characters anymore

scratching my head at the idea of exdee being divine machinery, as he is either the part of the world code or is above it as he can manipulate it, just like other gods

i think exdee behaves in a way an ai trained on some questionable elements of the internet would