don't let me keep you

one day he's five years old crying to her Agatha i don't want to be a girl. she goes Okay. I get it. but what do you expect me to do about that. kite is like ?? aren't u a doctor can't u do Something (kicked puppy face)???? which gets the gears in her head turning because hmm maybe she Can do something. maybe she Can figure out medical innovations that won't be made for the next 200 years. to help her little brother. and make leaps and bounds in the medical field and be really cool and smart and awesome.

and so kite is on at least 5 different experimental homebrew testosterone equivalents throughout the years and by the time he's an adult she's definitely figured Something out because Look At Him. a fine young man. and if she feels anything even remotely close to envy it's immediately shoved and locked away in her box of feelings that should never be taken out and examined under any circumstances.

she'd taught him how to bind based on her own cross-dressing adventures and it works for a while until one day he comes to her and goes. Agatha i can't do this i need you to cut my tits off because im worried i might throw myself overboard if i have to deal with this any longer. theres an angry voice inside her going Just get over it. Like I did. Something Something Repulsive Weakness Something Something. but he has the look of a kicked puppy again and so she does his top surgery.