Something happens you just start hating everyone everything you ever believed and funny thing is it happens to me once a while because I have people that don’t see me doing I see them and understand me at all. my mum always said don’t expect anything from people at all, do good because you want to do good be the person who you are don’t try to do something because of other people, don’t expect something back from the. but it’s not like that you can’t just say that, when you do you good it’s because you’re nice person, you deserve something nice back as well. always believed in people giving second chances, always believed anyone can change anyone can be good anyone can be nice and I don’t even believe in good and bad and it’s not even about good or bad because by good I mean nice things, i mean things that make you feel happy and excited and stuff like that. I believe anyone have problems, anybody is different from each other, we are who we are we all of our differences that makes things interesting. we just have to accept each other. no matter what you do and want I will just have to accept it, the bad in people the good in people everything, I do get annoyed and hurt but i give second chances because if I don’t, I don’t get to know you first time and if something happens first I’m going to hate you doesn’t mean that Its gonna stay the same. might have been something at that time that effected us. its hard that people can’t do the same to me can’t accept my choices and differences, I always tried and they didn’t give me chance to get to know me, don’t give me a chance to show them how are I am don’t give a chance to show them what I can do what I can be what kind of person I am. people don’t accept anything. we have to see things slowly and give it time. get to know each other slower because the excitement of knowing what is next, what they going to do next and who this person even is, what is their next move. I missed the days that people would ask each other out in a coffee shop or on the street and set a date and all that. the drum role to the date. first kiss, first , first first, it was just mice and real. now everyone just want to get straight to the point. give it label and do what they want to do. but what about the nice lovely random and surprising kisses and the shock of their lip touching your lip? the electricity that you feel in your stomach and heart and legs and heart just from he’s hand touching yours all of a sudden. if I could have a super power it probably would have been knowing what people think . its a hard one and probably makes me hate world but its much easier for someone like me that wants everyone see life in my way and accept each other. be happy life too short to care. Im tired of being scared of annoying people. I get anxious because people get annoyed at me or i make them feel uncomfortable. vfkdirhuIYUgkla too much Writing in one too much things in my head that i mixed them together and i still have much more things to say.buy i think its enough jumping around for today.
