elle

(90s sf, i think her and ryland momentarily lived in the same place in a red string theory type thing)

hello my strange girl with no friends

(sophmore year at //)

geneva “eva” stratt

half dutch half german, her moms side is german and her dads side is dutch

(her dad killed himself when she was like four, and her mom has untreated bpd)(they also live with their moms parents)(her mom leaves for long periods of time for undisclosed reasons)

5”7

20

a little past shoulder length blonde hair, ginger as a kid, overgrown bangs (had a stubborn bob in her youth), color started lightening in the sun from summers in italy and france

usually in a ponytail when she’s in her dorm studying

pointy green-grey eyes, pale skin, thin pink lips, slightly fucked up white teeth (probably fell off a tractor in germany as a kid)

only wears bottoms that reach below her knees, long pleated grey plaid skirts, calf length socks, loafers, flats, big coats with big buttons, v neck sweaters, turtle necks, solely dresses in greys blacks whites browns and maybe a light light blue

her dorm room is organized chaos, lots of perfume bottles scattered around and piles of books and papers and purses (bare walls except for maybe a playbill from the opera and a hung up rosary)

nicotine addict, smokes cigarettes an awful amount

smells like coffee and cigarettes and old french perfume

only drinks black coffee, never water, always eats toast with jam for breakfast (her grandparents send her home made jam)

eats crackers and cubes of cheese and apples and lots of bread (doesn’t eat egg or meat because of her ocd compulsions and catholic guilt)

her grandparents are roman catholics, had a strong anti religion phase as a teenager in which she drank lots of wine , now she has a special and almost perverted connection to the virgin mary

only reads german classics because she’s annoying —> got assigned some history books for class and then started reading a bunch of historical literature because she has nothing better to do

gets drunk and yaps about history and society and how she’s going to take over the world (her catholicism and nihilism fight every day)

on antidepressants for her depression and ocd (as a kid would toddle around her grandparents big house touching door knobs in sets of three)

struggles really bad with derealization , has long passing episodes of not feeling real (intensified by her mothers depressive periods)

mostly numb in every experience she’s ever had, can’t remember the last time she cried, has sex with a straight face and then kicks them out to smokes cigarettes and drink wine

gets periods of insomnia when she does most of her writing (her thesis on human hunger was written solely during insomniac periods)(sometimes entertains the thought of being a writer after school)

has really good handwriting but mostly writes in a mix of german and dutch that most of her teachers nor peers can read

Ilyukhina…