Sometimes life hurts

I have found myself alone, destroyed and empty. If someone doesn't hear my plead for help soon... I truly think I'm going to lose it...

I realized that sometimes you have to be someone else, to be yourself. That to truly know who you are, you have to put on the mask and learn off of their ability/fame. You just have to remember to come to the surface, don't get swept away by what you are not. Get swept away by what you could be.

Repeating words is all I see, something I find odd but feel a connection to nevertheless. Sometimes your own teachings are harder to break than what is initially anticipated.