I’ve made round circle and come back to tumblr. lmao

I’m deadass going THROUGH it. enough to log in on my old tumblr account at least. This year has been a shit show, but i’ve been on an upward trend with how i feel. I was honestly happy for awhile, but honestly 2020 finally broke me. I’m trying to be as optimistic as possible, but fuck. My moms in the ICU on a ventilator right now. While our relationship wasn’t the best growing up, just like me, my relationship with her was getting better. It’s just not fair. I just started to feel fucking stable. I have no choice but to keep it together for my family. Since i’m the one who’s been primarily communicating with the nurses that are taking care of her. I’m exhausted