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【Light and Night: 5th Anniversary Concert - Ending CUT】
What the men say for the 5th anniversary concert at the end was actually written onto physical confetti paper in their respective handwriting and given to every person who attended the concert. Attendees received an envelope along with their goodies bag that said "Do Not Open Until Instructed", haha, and it was for this ending of the concert!
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When the world expands weightlessly because of romance, bodies shrink like gems in the palms of hands, every facet shining with a love called eternity.
In that tender warmth, as the gilded sand falls, drop into a dreamy wonderland that's repeatedly scorched by each other's gazes.
The hourglass turns, slices of memories flutter about, and day and night converge into a dome—
"The innumerable past collapses into grains of love, it flows towards us, and forges this moment here and now."
Time meanders only to reach a type of perfect ending, namely, a future spent with you.
What is your personal top 3 fav cards that have make your brain gain more wrinkles due to how good the story is and maybe even change your perception on a topic and why ?
narrowing it down to 3 cards is hard because i like so many of them for different reasons, haha. there are ones that talk about love and a relationship, and then there are ones that talk about human nature. but if i absolutely had to pick just 3, then i think i would go with these.
OSBORN.
chapter 13 trajectory (四百击). throw out what you know about Osborn, because this card will show the depths of this man. Osborn's tragedies hit hard because they're mundane evils, like being abandoned by parents, neglected by teachers, societal prejudices, and even sexual abuse.
l.o.v.e. (极热狂想). another amazing dissection of Osborn's character and why his deadly sin is wrath, because he has an extreme outlook on life, which is ironic because he generally gives a chill impression. he doesn't judge people for their choices in life, but cross his bottom line and you'll face his wrath.
5th birthday (寰目焦点). a relationship cannot always be exciting and passionate, we have to accept there are times where it may be boring. similarly, love does not have to be noble, perfect, or pure and you can love someone for "vulgar" reasons too.
EVAN.
1st birthday (宴色诱惑). one of the most amazing introductions to the blood clan and the world Evan was raised in. the sheer amount of worldbuilding packed in this card is something everyone can take notes on.
season 2 chapter 6 film reel (群居动物). for all the depressed nihilists out there, because this is like a pilgrimage with Evan to find the meaning to life and something to keep you going. things do not magically become better, but you find an outlet to keep yourself together.
4th birthday (缠缚年华). this story crazily breaks the fourth wall because you and Evan get sent into mirror worlds where the other person doesn't exist. in the end, it's revealed that Evan was sent to his world way earlier than you and had to wait over 2000 days for you to appear so that his world could move. the character Evan was trademarked on jan 4, 2019 and precisely 2210 days later is jan 22, 2025 (his 4th birthday), and if you read 2210 backwards that's his birthday.
SARIEL.
2nd birthday (山海誓). light and night's two heart choices are used exceptionally well here, because the player can choose whether they can peacefully accept the death of a loved one or accept the death of a loved one kicking and screaming.
chapter 18 trajectory (长风吹彻). you get to watch a hot-blooded youth turn into a jaded man after the horrors of war. it's not really a lesson anyone needs, but light and night explores the horrors of both ancient and modern warfare very well with Sariel.
unknown paradise (交错伊甸). this is a grand narrative about humanity and whether or not we deserve to continue existing as a species. you also get a story of a literal god of destruction falling in love with a mortal.
CHARLIE.
round the clock (蝴蝶效应). i was surprised at how explicit sexual consent is brought up here, because Charlie stops and doesn't go any further when he realizes you aren't ready.
stranger party (荒蛮乐园). the greatest love story ever told in a squid game setting, but i also love the exploration of humanity here. you can see how easy it is to lose that humanity, and also how precious it is to hold onto this humanity.
maltese collab (艳阳嘉许). the dark and intrusive thoughts we have are not a product of love, but a part of love itself and it's important to accept these both in yourself and in your partner.
JESSE.
season 2 chapter 2 film reel (脱轨). this explores how deep Jesse's obsession with you goes, and it's done in a very neutral way that neither romanticizes it nor criticizes it.
l.o.v.e. (灵欲回声). completely rewired my brain circuits about the deadly sin of envy. in my opinion, envy is almost aways ignored whenever people play around with the deadly sins because it's so hard to spin in a cool or positive way, but the light and night writers blew my mind. envy is having an eye for beauty and being able to make those things your goals to achieve.
season 3 chapter 4 film reel (良夜如注). we have all these inhuman races in light and night, and yet Jesse is the one who gets to explore the line that separates us humans from beasts. he noticed himself going off into the deep end and so he confronted that side of himself.
hi, sorry for bothering u but i dont know any other light and night players yet (and i dont do twitter or discord anymore so idk if theres more people there). idk if this was mentioned elsewhere and i just missed it because ive been playing the story while doing other stuff, but is zha lisu the doctor in chapter 7 the hero in white that treated xiao yi? i feel like that wouldnt make sense but his description just feels really similar. also, sorta related, has it been mentioned what the canon ages of the characters are? idrc about age differences but im just struggling to put the timeline together in my head without the ages to reference.
haha, those pesky one character differences but also how vng uses pinyin doesn't help because xiao yu's name in chinese is 小宇 which is more like "Little Yu" and he doesn't actually have a surname. this is a common way to address kids in chinese. meanwhile, xiao yi's name is 萧逸 and so it's very easy to see the difference.
i did want to answer this though because we do have canon ages!
SARIEL = 3000+ years old
CHARLIE = 28 years old
EVAN = 26 years old
OSBORN = 23 years old (the heroine is the same age as him)
JESSE = 21 years old
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Oooo, i never knew about SEA LN can use the chinese interface! I thought its only english, vietnam, and thailand (?) If im not mistaken. Better start than never hehe
If only LN sea were with a more reputable /'better' company that is handling it. Everytime i see in twt someone pointing out the mistakes in the localization or even just straight up wrong is, i wonder do they even hire someone to do this and proofread or is it ai.
Ive seen you and several people saying how LN is a very chronological game and with VNG fuckery of a schedule, I prob follow the one you recs in one of your asks. Bless their heart for making it cause that is so detailed aaaaa. I should follow their acc in twt, need to find more LN twt cause theres none in mine.
Writing this makes me wonder, when did you start playing it and what draws you in playing the game first time? Other than that, so gratefull on meeting you and other creators in this app who is doing fan translation for this gorgeous and interesting game💗💗 hope you are doing wonderfull love
unfortunately, the lack of consistency, proofreading, and most critically i saw someone share a screenshot of how charlie's avatar frame was translated as "Charlie Su" points at VNG's english translation being mostly done by AI because only AI makes that mistake with Charlie's name. on the other hand, i hear that the thai and vietnamese translations are much better, so that's a minor relief? although i feel like if they were going to half-ass english like this, then they shouldn't have done an english translation or wasted money on those english voices... which sometimes i think are AI too, oof.
i'm a day one player on the chinese server and haven't missed a login day since, so my personal anniversary is also light and night's anniversary, haha. i didn't have any good reasons to start playing light and night though, it was actually because i dropped the chinese server of tears of themis cold turkey when they implemented their gacha system change and because i still had gacha habits i just jumped to light and night to try it out. if tears of themis didn't implement their gacha system change, then i was actually prepared to stick with them and not try out light and night (due to not having the time to juggle two gacha games).
i was lukewarm towards light and night at the beginning too. their story and characters were interesting, but there was nothing that made me a diehard fan until chapter 9 released. that was when i was shocked at the boldness of the writers in evan's trajectory and how i could see them laying the groundwork for a very interesting relationship. i haven't regretted the choice of sticking with them ever since. i really, really like their writers and the themes they explore.
This is so random but your opinion regarding about not viewing language in 'how long it takes to learn' truly introduce me to something that i never have thought about before.
Im fluent in 2 languages in a sense. My country language and English, and even so. Even after my whole life using my native language and English, till now i be forgetting words and have a mix up from both language and have to search.
So when you say that learning a language never stops truly change me lol HAHAHAHAH. Im too caught up on thinking how to reach a certain 'level' on a spesific amount of time where in reality is as what you say. We can never truly 'master' a language, even the native people from the language we are interested even searches words they forgot or didnt know.
My INTP self is too much overplanning and overthinking where in reality its better to just start it and keep opening our mind to new information and knowledge and keep on learning wether its language and other topics. The pursuit of knowledge !!
(Ngl you always have such good opinions hahahhahah. If you have a talkshow or a podcast, i would watch it and support it😋)
i sound like i have good opinions because i get time to sit and think about how to respond to these asks. if you were to put me on the spot in a podcast, then you would hear how many times i go "uhh... umm..." hahahaha. i'm happy my words were able to give you some food for thought and make you see things in a new light! in my opinion, one of the ways to enjoy life is to hold onto a curiosity and openness towards things around you!
i also feel like there's a short adjustment period everyone needs to go through when they read or watch something new, because in a sense you're engaging with the creator's thoughts, emotions, and messages they want to convey, and at the beginning you're both strangers to each other and you don't understand their style. once you read a couple of chapters, or watch past the first 15 minutes of a show, then you start to get an understanding of how they do things.
a large part of media comprehension (whether it's in your native language or a language you're learning) involves working together with the creator. it's not a competition where the creator is trying to trick you or throw twists at you and where you're trying to predict what they're going to do so that you can be like "oh of course they're going to do that, how cliche" but rather for the creator to invite you onto a journey together.
so, when reading something in your second language, the beginning may feel harder than normal and you might feel like any previous progress you made has disappeared, but that's because it's both your weaker language and there's this adjustment period!
Hi! I just wanted to thank you bc your blog has been super useful in helping me figure out whether or not i wanted to try out light and night. Information about this game in english is pretty sparse, so i spent a few hours just scrolling through your tags. Your answers are always very clear, and your analyses are fascinating.
Also, fellow gavin/bai qi main 🤝 my favs in themis are artem/zuo ran and luke/xia yan though lol. For light and night, I thought evan would be my fav based on visuals alone, but considering what you’ve written about all the LIs, I now have no idea which one i’d like best, or if i’ll be drawn to anyone at all lol
Anyway, i read a couple of your fics out of curiosity and they’re excellent, hope you have a wonderful day!
i'm worried you just ran into a bunch of spoilers, haha, but thank you for your kind words! there was no archetype like Bai Qi among the themis men, so i had to accept my second bias influence (the Xu Mo to Mo Yi pipeline). i'm going to place money on Osborn catching your eye though because i think Bai Qi, Xia Yan, and Osborn can roughly be put into the same group (they're all motorcycle big boys at heart).
i hope you enjoy trying out light and night and getting a feel for it personally!
hii i'm a new player in the SEA server and i'm curious, are there any chronological reading order for light and night cards?? esp per love interest, so we can see their relationship timeline and which card happens first etc etc. thank you very much!!
the only good resource i've seen going around is this one, but it's not organized per love interest, it's the schedule of the original chinese server. the chronological reading order is literally the release schedule of the chinese server, because they release everything in order. unfortunately, it's the localizations that are skipping around and breaking the important chronological order...
Im curious, how long does it take you to learn japanese ?
Also, what do you think on learning chinese through LN ? I have a very small grasp on chinese (those 12 years of chinese mandatory classes in school only help little lol) and thinking to go back and learn chinese again. I have to say my motivation aint that grand (Playing LN & read Chinese novel) but it makes me want to be consistent on learning so i guess that helps in that area.
My biggest issue is prob how LN is, in a way that based from your translations and from you explaining to anons before. It seems i need to be already in the chinese culture or perhaps a good foundation of chinese so that i need to be able catch the context of the game, the history, and others. So that is kind of a big hurdle for someone who is out of the loop.
I'll prob be playing with the translation of other people opened up and keep checking and while i immerse myself in the game. What do you think ? From someone who learns japanese from medias (or atleast not from traditional textbooks etc (?) I have read you telling another anon on you learning japanese through games and medias. If i mistaken this pls do ignore this part😥)
I gotta say playing LN on my own and experience the art, the game is my current and biggest push to pick up my chinese but aaaa ik starting something new is there is always a steep before everything goes on smoothly but idk if trying to immerse myself in LN is too steep 🥲(esp starting on cn server rn despite 5 years gap)
This....is prob too long, i apologize for making this far too long that needed. Hopefully you are having a wonderfull day and having a great summer !
so, i actually dislike viewing language in terms of "how long did it take you to learn" because in my opinion the learning for any language never stops. think about how you might still look up words or idioms in your native language here and there, or how if you pick up some classical literature or technical text you'll feel like you don't even understand your native language, haha.
looking back at my records though, i think i sat my n2 after 6 years of playing and translating japanese otome games and listening to drama cds. this time could have been shortened if i studied seriously, but all my learning literally just came from games.
i think it's completely fine learning chinese through light and night! i actually learned to read chinese through playing otome games too LOL but my learning only took around a year this time because i already knew how to speak and listen, i was just illiterate and didn't know how to read or write the characters (the life of being a diaspora).
in my opinion, there is no such thing as a "grand" or "not grand" motivation to learn a language. the result is that you learn a new language, so what does it matter how you got there? the most important thing in learning anything is that you have enough motivation to keep at it, even when it feels hard. if that motivation comes through reading an otome game, so what?
i don't think light and night too hard in terms of its language, but the only hesitation i would have is that jumping into a 5-year-old game might feel overwhelming with all its features, not to mention its character and relationship development has already reached a 5 year stage. its story is very chronological and combines all the cards and events you experience throughout the years, so i might actually recommend playing the sea server but switching the system language to chinese. for anything you don't know, you can use it as an opportunity to learn something new and look it up!
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I'm a SEA player, and I have a question. As a F2P player, if my goal is to make my account as strong as possible rather than collect cards, would it be a good idea to only pull on the standard banner since it seems much easier to get duplicates there?
being blunt here, but i don't think light and night is the game for you if your goal is to make your account as strong as possible, because no one talks about the battles after the first 3 months. the entire game is about grabbing as many cards as you can to read the story because all the cards contribute to the main story and vice versa.
the easiest and cheapest way to get duplicates though would be through roulettes, and even as a f2p you should be able to dupe the strongest cards in the game several times if you conserve all your polaris and wait until the last man in the wish upon a star series while saving your permanent spins.
before anyone asks about the roulettes, just wait until the first one appears on the sea server and then you'll all understand how it works. it's too hard to explain it through text, haha.
The hero's deeds are sung around the hearth, and hymns praise his immortal vows.
The sharp blade that cuts through thorns offers a rose, but the dazzling red is the sweet, pungent scent of blood.
The tip of a pen draws the starry sky and waves of wheat, and the wanderer seeks encounters in the Milky Way.
Until the ink dries and he smiles, breaking the pen of the dreamer with his own hands.
The sugar coating peels away, and innocent nursery rhymes quietly change their tune in the night breeze.
Newcomers to a foreign land, do not easily believe that gentle rhythm.
I saw you answering another anon about writing and damn. You are ready to go into any field, at this point you are a jack of trades but master to all. Writing ? You got that in the bag with how good your writing is (I never even play this game but your i love you 115? I fell in love with him and always awaits your translations in tumblr about him & the others when you make them), Translating ? Not even a question. And your current job ? Im sure that you are excelling at it. And others that you are into etc.
Tbh you are my dream person to become. To be able to write so beautifull AND to able to understand so many language (if im not mistaken you can do 3-4 languages ? English, Chinese, Japanese, and your country languagek(?))? Such an incredible person you are
you're all going to give me a big head with these compliments, ahhh!! thank you for enjoying both my writing and translations (honestly these two disciplines are somewhat linked, haha)!
i just know three languages, english, mandarin, and japanese!
i think it's easy to become someone like me because you're really making me sound more special than i am. you just need to find something you're passionate about! don't fall for the trap of thinking you need to be good at it, because making mistakes and growing from those is part of life and being human. as long as you hold onto a genuine curiosity to learn and grow in whatever you're doing, then i believe anyone can "get good" at what they want to do!
Hi ! I recently started the game being finally able to play in EN! I'm so excited because I originally discovered the game with the gorgeous multi banner event of the 2nd anniversary (Unknown Paradise). I was drawn by the gut wrenching and angsty writing the game seemed to convey.
So my question is how are these cards (multi banners with heavy plot) connected to the story ?
I played Tears of Themis and knew that all of the cards with fantasy/historical settings are AU (since e plot setting is modern and no fantasy). I played LBC with both AU and stories directly connected to the lore of the ingame universe.
But I started to get a bit confused with what were the difference between AU and canon when I played LADs....
Hence why my confusion with LN. Like should I regard every stories as giving us lore on the world (we are getting more information on Spirit Clan, Blood Clan, MC and LI backgrounds...) or are there stories that specifically don't add anything to the plot. Like for instance the 2nd anniversary Unknown Paradise seems to take place in a Sci-FI setting and 4th anniversary in a war (?) (20th century). Should I regard these stories as linked to the lore of each character (reincarnations ?), as a big "What if" MC, LI or other characters had acted differentely in current timeline or is it simply "themes" the devs found cool and throw at us because "why not?"
I hope my questions aren't weird 😅 English isn't my first language so I might have mixed some word's définition and didn't convey my ideas proprely. I just want to know what I'm signing for in terms of lore, writing and plot. I've read that for some anniversary cards, the reading can go up to 3hours and more. I just am curious at how everything has a place within the story in the end.
light and night AUs mostly work like themis AUs! they're parallel universes not connected to the canon universe, however what i do want to praise about light and night AUs is that they mirror the current character development in the canon universe. so as the characters experience ups and downs in the story, the AUs will mirror the conflict and themes at that point (this is why chronological order is so, so, so important to light and night, including for the AUs).
in particular though, i also want to gush about light and night's choices for their anniversary themes because they're both "cool themes" and reflect the sociopolitical climate at the time.
2nd anniversary, the unknown paradise = happened the year wandering earth 2 came out, haha, and this is a movie about continuing human civilization in an apocalypse. it discusses the enduring human will and our own humanity.
3rd anniversary, journey to the west = happened the year black myth: wukong came out and it went hard with breaking stereotypes (and i swear its song is about empowering women) by adapting a classic story for women, because you're the genderbent sun wukong.
4th anniversary, heralds of tomorrow = happened the year of the 80th anniversary of the second sino-japanese war and the event itself is about the famous southwest trek to form the national southwestern associated university.
all that being said, sometimes there's cute easter egg mentions about the AUs. for example, Osborn's sleep card has the MC dream about the ending of his unknown paradise card. in the 5th anniversary event, there are boat rides that take you through four of the AUs and the characters talk about the AU because memories come to them like they dreamed of this world and its events (but they're treated as parallel universes and not connected to the main story).
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【Light and Night: Glow In My Arms | 5th Anniversary Song & Message From Him】
Sang by Tia Ray.
We were once lost in a long and dark night, wandering on a blurry and foggy path, until love paved the way, extending like steps beneath our feet, guiding you and I to grow and to find the direction of our destinies.
As the long night ends, we embrace the light and move forward.
In the corridor of time, our story unfolds through five years, and some blossoms are destined to shine forever in our memories.
The path of the rest of our lives will be a long scroll we write together.
The person by my side is right next to me, and from then on there is no more confusion, every step we take will be accompanied by a radiant and gentle response.
Thoughts on an upcoming English release? I know SE Asia's getting L&N in some form since I saw a trailer online.
it's already out, haha. the english translation and dubbing is pretty... terrible. everything is so inconsistent it makes me suspect ai was heavily used, which isn't too surprising (because otome games never get quality translations and, as of 2025, light and night has over 13 million words) but also disappointing because the strongest point of light and night is its writing.
the third party publisher handling it doesn't have very good reviews either, so i'm kind of wincing all around. ultimately not my business though and i've always played otome games mostly by myself, so i don't feel the need to engage with anything over there. i learned my lesson from my love and producer days LOL.