Hi! I'm Alba 🏹

I’m with you even if it makes me blue ✨

it was sunday at 10:42 pm. i was scrolling through tumblr and telling myself “okay five more minutes!!” (i’d been saying that for hours)— when all of a sudden...

i for the dm of a lifetime.

my hands were literally sHaKiNg and i recorded over fifteen minutes of me having an absolute panic attack alone in my room (my entire family was asleep)

actual footage of me in SHOCK^^^

it took my literal HOURS to get to sleep, the only thing getting me to finally sleep was the thought that “tomorrow i can tell my parents and give @taylornation my info.

i told my mom and she gave me the “OF COURSE!!!!!!” to send taylornation my info. it was while i was out that my mom got the call.

taylor alison swift wanted to meet me in new york in TWO. DAYS.

but there was no way i could make it in only two days.

my heart DROPPED and i cried... i wasn’t mad at anyone, just heartbroken and absolutely devestated.

my dream was so close to coming true. and it didn’t.

^^ me, heartbroken 💔

the fact that i even got the dm in the first place is a dream come true in itself... but i cant help but hope that maybe one day, somehow, taylor will remember wanting to meet me.

so miss @taylorswift if you happen to remember me, just know that i’ll be going to the lover tour in arlington/dallas, texas! i’m so excited to see what’s in store for us.

i love you so much and i can’t believe that you saw my blog and what i’m about and thought “wow, i want to meet her.” because girl, i feel the same way.

love(r),