abandonment issues r so fucking idiotic "ohhh someone left me i'm all alone in the world" girl so what you've always been alone -_-

we should all explode

i rlly don't care abt anything more than i do suicide lmao

pathetic existence. should've died a long time ago

choking myself throwing up jumping off a cliff etc etc yesssss

obsessed with the concept of being pure n knowing that's somethin that won't ever apply to me

this is why i don't talk to anyone ever i fucking hate myself

cannot fucking get over my overwhelming self hatred it's destroying everything i care about

stupid, evil and need to die

the hollow ache of desiring a better life and of a knowledge that i would truly want to live if my life wasn't this unbearable

i've been awake too long i fear >_< i wanna cry n i feel sick to my stomach as if puking will purge all the twisted feelings inside of me

hating myself isn't helping anything but god it's so hard to view myself neutrally when i'm such a dumbfuck

anxious i feel the need for somethinggg

at least we have give up october ! it's where u give up n kill yourself

I just want to die man like nothing good ever happens in my life it's just punishment after punishment

i feel like im missing so much of being human because sex is meaningless n unappealing to me

i feel so unworthy of kind words said abt me n i get super Embarrassed when ppl do it cause it feels like . well you're clearly a kindhearted person but i must be bad because i made u feel that u had to say those things. don't feel obligated to be nice to me it's fine 2 just ignore me !!! n then when ppl say hurtful things abt me im so upset im throwing up n its like man just what do i do