unhinged

they should invent a myself that isn't at its limit

Everyone always talks abt the ways ADHD makes you forgetful or hyperactive, but one thing I dunno if I’ve seen anyone talk about is the self-gaslighting that can happen, how you get so used to having forgotten/missed something that if you hear a piece of information that contradicts what you’ve heard before, you have this instinct to accept the newer info as the right one because maybe you just forgot about something. You get so used to people seeing you as stupid that you’re tempted to not speak up or ask about or argue against something that’s incorrect out of fear of looking like an idiot.

obsessed with whatever distracts me from the horrors of being alive

“what’s your five year plan” bro i wake up every day confused by the fact that i’m even alive

they should invent a day that does not exhaust me and suck the life out of me

every morning i wake up and make the worst possible time management decisions anyone has ever made

i like to pretend i already died and asked god to send me back to earth so i can swim in lakes again and see mountains and get my heart broken and love my friends and cry so hard in the bathroom and go grocery shopping 1,000 more times. and that i promised i would never forget the miracle of being here

i've never dropped a phone in my life all these screen abrasions are from clawing at the images and articles that displease me

oh you're sad? do you want to see my tits about it

washing your face is actually multi tasking because you are also washing your hands and forearms and shirt and countertop and feet and floor and hair

cozy girl forced to get out of bed no survivors

they should invent a future that is livable and comforting instead of so so scary all the time forever

is it so bad to want to kill everyone at all times

went on a walk smelled the pine trees. im fine now

crave blood again

I think the best most human thing in the world is strangers doing a silly thing together